good day all

so my daughter and i get ready
had an appointment for cat-scan
then take films to the man
was unable to do either
attempted taking myself
mistake
no more than 5 minutes driving
turned around and
safely returned home
will have another appointment
my sister will be taking me
i can't help but wonder
each time i bad mouth my doctor
of course pain induced
what did he do
he took my life away
physically it was not EVER this BAD
since having the second surgery
i feel so terrible finding so many people
living with pain all the time
till then
thanks for being here
it helps being able to vent
not having to force finding a place storing it
have a great and as pain free a day as possible
couldn't be with my dog either
just remembering his confused look
when i spoke to him about things
i miss so much