dear friends

my nerves and bone problems
cracking in my neck
and all that other stuff has progressively
gotten worse
still had to leave things on back burner
example pain pump
an honest answer from my surgeon
would be nice (never going to happen)
someone i won't be seeing after
after my double mastectomy
i will be looking for a new one
till then
i see my pain management doctor
for my pain
still hold him accountable (surgeon accountable for my decline in my quality of life)
until i find someone i trust
i go with flow and do what
i am responsible for

wishing all pain free
Happy holidays
God Bless

will keep writing

I got a cool, way cool vidio through my e-mail from Don, another member on our site. I don't know how to send this to Neuro-talk, and you. May I have your e-mail. This is a good one, and it is a christmas message. I know how to forward through e-mail. My e-mail is ginnie6021@gmail.com. I really would like to show you this vidio. ginnie

dear ginnie

i don't have one

just getting used to getting this right

my daughter set this up for me

thanks

dear friends

pain is always slowly worsening

as the days go by

the meds i'm on are way powerful

they just mask my pain

my neck has developed an bunch of cracking

as i move it

i wear my soft collar all the time

can't wait to see a new doctor

that will be soon i hope

double mastectomy comes first

cancer as films reveal are in my breast

Thank you God for that

will keep writing

it's a wonderful life!

lots of love all over the world

I was just thinking of your strong faith, and I was sent this great vidio by another member on Neuro talk. I will keep it for awhile to share. Take care of yourself on this holy night. ginnie

hi Eva,

I think and pray for you every single day. You are a very strong lady.
I do believe that God never puts us through anything that we cannot endure, conquer, or walk through. There is a reason for our suffering and health problems, even if it is to help others and give strength to those even worse off then us.

I know you have so much weighing on your body, mind and soul, but do keep up the good fight and press on, I feel that good health and well-being is on the horizon for you.

I hope you have found some comfort and happiness this Christmas season, and may the New Year find you some health and much needed pain relief.

Hugs from a friend afar....
Cathie

dear cat

thinking of you as well
guess what
oliver was here for
Christmas
i so sad to hear of a
Christmas morning fire
on T.V. news
whole family
grandparents to grandchildren
anyhow
hope your day with the family
went smooth
my daughter cooked
takes after her mom
taught her good
she did really well
everyone was here except
Christine and my grandchild Eva
they are doing great
Christine needs meetings right away
i know that all so well
very happy that you wrote
so scared when it hits me
i trust in God
when i begin to see the bigger
picture it becomes okay

have a blessed day

friend

dear friends

my numbness scratchy feeling as it hurts
if that makes any sense
the pain just gets worse

i do not get it statistic
in my opinion surgery rarely
successful
and don't mess with the bones
unless absolutely a must
lets not forget never be alone
and always know what your doctor is
saying

Yeh Eva, I heard about that family too. When I hear news like that I can only pray. So many things come to us Via the news these days, and not much of it is good. So we pray, thats what we do. hope your day is going OK Eva. Of course I am thinking of you. ginnie

bless your sweet heart
how are you my dear
anyone loving you
sending my love
dear friend