[Alffe]

Originally Posted by reyn

I wonder how much I could use a hug right now! So, I will offer my arms to hold another in need, knowing that I will be the one who benefits. From my *heart,
reyn

(((reyn))) a heartfelt hug.

[reyn]

I wonder who I can call. I wonder who I can trust. I wonder why it was so important/necessary to build the walls that keep everyone out when all I ever wanted was to be a part of "something," to "belong" to a family, to love and to be loved. I wonder if anyone else feels as much a Failure as I do.

[reyn]

Thanks, Alffe, I really needed that hug. From my heart to yours,
reyn

[Addy]

I wonder if Reyn knows a lot of us have been where she is right now... and a lot of us would like you to know that we're here to reach out and help you outa that hole you're in right now....

I wonder, Reyn, if you know that through these years of "seeing" you here, I have always been relieved when you posted... and although I hardly know you... just knowing you were here with us was/is a great feeling

I wonder if you know how much you are a part of THIS family?

I wonder at how crappy I was feeling last week... the stress of life toying with my emotions... and how I've been able to keep the demon at bay... its usually a particular type of person that can really get me going...

I wonder at how much I do NOT want to catch any flu or God-forbid that h1n1 flu that the whole world is talking so much about....

I wonder and worry that stress will bring it out if I'm within reach of it... and therefore, I must stay calm......

hmmmm... as if it was that easy, eh?!! silly Addy

I wonder if anyone else is wondering about Lara or has heard from her?

I wonder if anyone else in the northern hemisphere has finally turned their heat on like I did today...

Here's a hug for us all.... and look... there is Reyn - in the middle of us!

[Abbie]

Originally Posted by reyn

I wonder who I can call. I wonder who I can trust. I wonder why it was so important/necessary to build the walls that keep everyone out when all I ever wanted was to be a part of "something," to "belong" to a family, to love and to be loved. I wonder if anyone else feels as much a Failure as I do.

I wonder how Reyn found one of my deepest thoughts and brought it to words....

I wonder if Reyn knows... you are NOT alone.

I wonder if I can leave a bunch of hugs because I like getting them back...:hu g:
Abbie

[Alffe]

I wonder if Abbie knows how much I look forward to her posts...

I wonder about having this racing mind...impossible to sleep!

I wonder if we have finally found a new church..

I wonder at the powerful sermon last Sunday...been a long time since I felt one was directed at me personally...

I wonder at my old friend telling me yesterday that her grandfather had committed suicide when she was 16 yrs old...and now that she is 84, she wanted to talk about it...said there's no one left to shhhh's her now..

[reyn]

Addy, thank you for what you wrote. I finally said part of what I've needed to say, and you heard me. From my heart, thank you. Honestly, to hear you say that you were relieved when I posted (and to know that I was okay) brought those wonderful-type tears to my eyes. Yes, Addy, it does make a difference to know that I am a part of this family.

Bless your heart, dear Addy. Keep that demon at bay, far away from your good heart. And, yes, it is almost always a particular type of person . . .. Keep that goodness close to you, and you will have that "calm."

About Lara -- I am wondering, too.

Abasaki, It is rare that anything written by me makes sense, and I can only feel grateful that here I am surrounded by wonderful, compassionate/empathetic, loving people who understand. I frequently lurk, and often edit/delete what I do write.

I wonder how neat it was to see scrabble in "chat."

Doody

Tammy, thanks for talking with me.

Mistiis, hoping for you a safe and secure place.

Moi, you are always in my prayers.

Alffe, hope the meeting opens minds and hearts. About Facebook? Yes, I can try!

Hugs for the room,
reyn

[reyn]

I wonder . . .

[BlueMajo]

I wonder why are we on page 3 and till using this wonder...

I wonder if I should start wonder 200....