Jennifer-
please make a call -
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline --
{Its toll-free number, 1-800-273-TALK (8255),
connects individuals to crisis centers across the country.}

and reach out to someone for help ... talk more here.. with us..
there are many caring people here on the forums.

here is some links and numbers-
http://psychcentral.com/helpme.htm
http://psychcentral.com/resources/Suicide_and_Crisis/

more-
http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/spagebw.htm
http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/depressd.htm

Jennifer I can see that you were in good hands with some great "night owls" in the wee small hrs. I hope things are looking up for you this morning and that you will pop in and say hi.

I can't give you a reason to live...we all need to find that for ourselves but please know that you are worth it, and that's reason enough. (((Jennifer)))

Jennifer hasn't checked in. Hopefully she had a good night's rest and will come back and talk. Hang in there Jennifer.

We can rest easy. I saw that Jennifer posted in another forum at 10 am today so she's here! ((Jennifer)) Glad you are.