A lot of the people here have had, or still have, serious depression issues. And everyone here will tell you that your life is worth living, and that you can be happy.

Try not to be mad at the people who saved you, (I know it might be hard), they were just doing what they believe is right, they do have your best interests at heart. I know how strong suicidal thoughts can be, but you can get through them.

Keep posting here, the people here want to help you, and many of them have first hand experiance with what you're feeling. You'd be surprised how much it can help just talking to someone who cares.