Hello dear friends,

I decided to share this because, for me, you are part of my family... even better that my family... way better....

You understand me, help me, listen to me... no matter if it's 3 in the morning... pray for me, think about me... Things that, not many in my family do...

So, I think I told you about my trip to london plans... well, God sent me 2 angels to help me, one is my aunt, and the other one is my boss... Both helped me with the money I needed...
So, Im almost ready to go... I just need to pack...

I have been having bitter-sweet feelings... I feel truly blessed... for, being able to go to london... to see my fav band play live... It's a dream... I can barely belive it... But, at the same time, Im scared to death... It is the first time in 2 years I travel... it is the first time since Im sick and full of problems that I travel...

This 2 years I kept saying to myself, that, if I could make a trip again, I would start living again... and, here it is.... but... dont know.... sometimes I feel it is a irresponsability...

I will take my time... Fibromyalgia bothers me... what took me 2 hours, now will take me 4 I guess... and, what used to be stressful, will be more stressful... but, I feel like I should try and fight for what I want...

Anyway, Im rambling again, and this post is getting very long, what I want to say, is, please keep talking to me... I just paid a internet service there, so, will be able to log into the forums (with my phone, but it is better than nothing) and will come here to tell you how Im doing...

If you have me added in facebook, I will update that too...

I just want to feel less lonely... Loneliness kills me... but, I have to travel alone as I dont have money to go with my mom...

Hi Blue,

wow LONDON, Iam jealous. I've been and had a wonderful time.

I shall make sure I try and talk to you everyday!!!
When are you going??
I can understand you being scared, but if you have everything planned out, and remember to plan for the unexpedted, it will be a little easier. I found everyone in London very nice and helpful, especially when I was on my own, they were only to happy to help me out.
You will have a wonderful time, I'm sure of it.
I'm sooooo excited for you, I'm jumping about doing a dance for you, well I am in my mind, my body doesn't have the energy.
Kate

Oh dear Kate !!!

Thank you for your sweet words !!!

Im leaving this wendsday night.... coming back next wensday...

gggrrr.... hate this jitters !!!

Oh Blue, I'm so happy you found a way to go on your trip!

It's not irresponsible to take a vacation, especialy when you really need one, and I think you need one.

If you get lonely I'm always here ready to be talked to.
Lonliness is my toughest enemy too.

And always remember that you are always in my thoughts and prayers.

(((((Cutie pie)))))

Thank you !!! you know I love you so much !!!

I will surely come here everyday !!!

Love you !

Hi Blue,

Thanks for inviting me along! Seriously, I can't really travel now so I'm thrilled to be going on your trip - even if it's only vicariously.

London, eh? Pack an umbrella. It's an expensive city, so avoid the restaurants and hit the graocery stores for food. Save your money for the sights. There are so many great things to see in London: the British Museum, the Tate, the Imperial War Museum, Buckingham Palace, etc... (I'd skip The Tower though. It's expensive and the tour is only so/so.)

By the way, I hope you recognize that your boss helping you with the trip is a sign that you are held in high esteem. Many people's bosses wouldn't buy them a cup of coffee.

So, when are we leaving?

Bon Voyage!

Me too, me too! Blue you are traveling to my favorite place! So much to see and do..take lots of pictures..you can take pictures in their museums..Albert & Victoria museum is free. Go to Hyde Park and listen at Speakers Corner..Oh I hope the weather is decent for you!

Take the Tube but "mind the gap"...*grin

Go to Hampton Court..take a boat tour down the Thames River and just look at Tower Bridge.

Hockey, have you been there? Where is David when we need him?

Hampton Court...the one place in the world I would go if I could go anywhere in the world....
Go, Blue, and have a fantastic time. Take a photo of Hampton court for me...and one of the swans on the Thames if you see them.

I'll be checking in!

Yippee Skippee my Friend!

I am so super thrilled for you!! WOW... and tell me, who is the band you will see? Can you post a link to them on YouTube?

Wednesday will be here before you know it... enjoy everything about the trip ... take lots of pics... sit back and pinch yourself from time to time... that's what I did when I travelled to San Fransisco alone.... surrounded by people and acting as if I was one of them... you can do that too!!!

Wow... super excited! xo Addy

Thank you so much dear all !!!

I will follow all your advices and recommendations !!!

Im not feeling precisly good today... I fell sort of... terrified/petrified... I just want to be there, in my hot hotel room... LOL I hate the flights and the rides tot the hotel... Why cant I teletransport !?
I hate the fact that Im never able to sleep in the plane... bbooo

Im leaving this wednesday night... argh, jitters !