Oh Abbie, I may not be with you physically, but I do know how you are feeling. In fact, I feel exactly the same way most of the time.

Anyway, that being said probably doesn't make you feel much better, but sometimes when I'm phisically alone it helps a little to know that there are always kindred spirits somewhere out there.

And if the music makes you feel better then keep listening to it, even if you have to go to your car to do so. (your computer should have a cd player too right?) Grab on to the little things that make life a little more bareable.