Thank's for the post Deja, I'm having a hard time with the goals/dreams part, but I'm doing the day to day/hour to hour part pretty well. The only way I can keep going is if I don't think about the future. I have to move soon, but I can't find a cheap place to live, and I know exactly 0 people so roommates are out of the question. Ug, I'm sick of moving. I've had to move once or twice a year, every year for about 4 years, and I always hate it.

((Blue)) You can rant about your life all you want to, I don't mind at all. In fact, I would love to hear about it. Why is your tag set to angry? Is it becasue of work probably? By the way I did have an ice cream yesterday. It was too expensive, and I really can't afford it, but I bought it anyway. I hope your angries go away soon.

Aw sweetie !!! Thanks for the ice cream thing !!! Was it... hum... chocolate ? vanilla maybe ? Tell me about it ! Yummy ! oh... they can certainly be very expensive... Hagen dazs (spell ?) for example, iugh... are delicious but extremely expensive !

Yeah you are right... it is about work I was posting my stupid long stories at the bipolar forum...

Basically, everybody in that place hate me and it is reciprocal...

Have you heard about the St. Jude's children hospital ? it is my dream to go there... I might start looking for an opportunity there next time I feel bored...

Sending you hugs !!!
Talk to me more often ok ? I dont want to even imagine you are feeling sad somewhere else while Im feeling angry here and we could chat here instead !

Much love,
Majo.

I got the ice cream from an actual ice cream parlor, that's why it was so expensive. It was cheesecake flavored ice cream with oreo crumbles and caramel in it.

I definitely think you should try to work at St. Jude's! They always need caring and compassionate people to work there, so you'll fit right in. And just getting away from the stress and people in your lab are reason enough to leave. I think you'll feel a lot better when you don't have to deal with mean people all day.

Hang in there til you get an oppertunity to follow your dream

thinking of you