i wonder if i can pop back in here and wonder with you all!

i wonder if its ok if i come and go here every so often, my schedule is insane and i get very sidetracked with all the things i am supposed to be doing.

i wonder how back in the days when i found SOS i was just a teen and would spend so much time here.

i wonder about all the changes over the years, the people that have come and gone, the new people that have found this to be home for them and how i must seem bizarre like the new person!

i wonder about all the stress i've had over the past year and how it hasn't kicked in yet that it is technically over with.... i wonder when i'll begin to be able to relax again.

i wonder about finances - sheesh - and where i'll be in 6 months (my work is having budget cuts and layoffs).

i wonder how lonely is - thanks for the shoutout to me to let reyn know i was asking about her.

i wonder about the cyber family we used to have here, my cyber mama alffe and cyber father fury and cyber grandfather pter and all my cyber siblings (E, reyn, curious, goofy, scrabble, mere, lara, swc) . . . and those that we've lost over the years...

i wonder how it kind of hurts in a way to come back here.

i wonder if anyone else understands that or could - here it reminds me of the pain that used to be there all the time. now it comes and goes.

i wonder about meds and if any of you are on antidepressants or have considered them in conjunction with therapy - i am a strong advocate for all that (only when necessary of course!)

i wonder when or if i'll stop being stuck in the past here and move forward! and get to know all the people here that i don't know too well.

i wonder if i can say that reyn's post made me very sad. but it is what it is.

i wonder what all of your summer plans are. now that my summer can finally begin, its almost over.

i wonder if i'll really take that labor day vacation that i've been postponing planning.

i wonder how goofy really is (((hugs)))

I wonder if Wish knows that I totally understand why it can be sad coming in here...

I often wonder about Furious and how his daughter turned out....

I wonder about Pter's daughter Sue...and our Lara who's wise council we always depended on....

I wonder about reyn...and doxie, and pono...

I wonder about Scrabble and how her kids are doing...

I wonder if our Moi still reads here...I know Spanish Moss does...

I wonder if our married grandaughter will have a huge let down when she returns to her home tomorrow....

I wonder how beautiful the wedding was and how proud I was of my daughter and son in law...how gracious they were to everyone...

I wonder where Mistiis is....and how quiet Koala bear is...

I miss Nikki...and BMW..now I'm getting sad!

I wonder that I have talked with pono last week and she sounded and seemed much better then she has in a long time.
I wonder that I have been busy with life but I do lurk around here.
Wonder that hub is just back from being on a barge for 2 weeks in the gulf of Mexico ..working the remote control under water cameras . Wonder that is the longest time we have ever been away from each other. and wonder how much I liked the 2 weeks of alone time with just me and dd.

I wonder if Nikki angel friend warrior is having a wonderful time with her sister that's visiting for a bit . I hope she is having a blast!
wonder that I am off to lurk some more.... I wish I could lurk on my own life if that makes any sense. ha

I wonder on hugs for the room and readers....


PEACE
BMW

I wonder how beautiful our Fall will be...I know it seems like summer just began, however we are having signs of Autumn already...Indian Summer as we call it in Utah...

I wonder how I miss all of you because I am being a lurker!

I wonder how Moi..."Lil Bro"...is also.

I wonder about the hugs that are needed always here in SOS!!!

I wonder if Marshamallow and Tammy know how much it makes me smile to know they are here

Addy

I wonder if I can admit to being very depressed tonight and not really sure for the reason...

I wonder if I can say that sometimes life just doesn't meet my expectations but who the hell am I to define life...

I wonder if I could please please please remember to count my blessings..

I wonder if I can take a break...sometimes it is so hard...hugs for the room.

It is wonderful to make Addy smile!!!!

I wonder if I can thank Alffe for remembering this Koala in her wonders and let everyone know that I'm lurking.

I wonder if I can let everyone know that I do read each post, and if I don't reply, it's because I've had some issues to deal with....

I wonder if you'll all forgive me if I don't wonder until I get my own "stuff" under control?

I wonder, at times, if ... if I should just stop watching the news...

I wonder that summer is reminding us all that winter will soon be upon us (or for dear Koala and Lara: winter soon to be ... spring/summer) ....

I wonder that last spring brought to me a wonder of renewal and freshness...

I wonder that summer slowed me down to live in the moment...

I wonder what fall will bring... and often, the rains of summer remind me of the darkness that winter will bring....

Then I wonder... how precious that it is all of us here can stay in touch... each of us recognizing its OK if you need to be quiet for a little while...

I wonder where our lonelyone is right now... and David... and mistis and niki and lara and scrabbley.... doodysis... and Ducky!... and ~sweet katy~

Addy

...for this big broom of ours....

It's been ages since I've been here....felt the urge to come in tonight, see how my family is doing and wanting to reach out and (HUG) someone, but as "fury" would say it, reach out and (CHUG) someone too...

don't chug me yet...

I wonder that I will have to find some time to come in and play catch up. Next week, school starts and I hopefully will have some time to come in, and catch up with my dear dear family here...that have helped me to the depth of my heart and soul many times here and that tonight, I felt the torturing of my mind and I yet once again, am finding the strength through your posts, your sharing of yourselves, your pain yet your triumphs and struggles here...

It is true again and again, you may not know it, but you may have saved/touched/helped someone by simply sharing...

and if you've helped one person, that is *ONE soul that you've rescued...

thanks for the rescue tonight...

((((BIG HUGS))))

much love,

moisst towelettes...

*note: it is this poster's belief that every single ONE of us has a purpose in life, no matter how long, how short....although sometimes, I am confused as to what my purpose in life is, most often then not, to produce CO2 gas and destroying the ozone layer according to my kids...