I wonder why I have absolutely NOTHING.

I wonder why I cant even get clothes or supplies for school because my household is so strapped for funds.

I wonder if this feeling of being too poor to function is making my depression/anxiety worse (i'd bet on Yes.)

I wonder why I should be happy and looking forward to school, but I am scared and nervous and I feel alone (after 2 yrs out of school, itsgoing to be so different :[)

I wonder if I will ever have a day to just get away, cry, relax and not worry about anything.

I wonder if I'll ever get the courage to call my doctors office, or if i'll ever re-start the search for a tdoc/pdoc. its a hit-or-miss game that is so discouraging that i cant even take it sometimes :[

I wonder if I can just cry.

I wonder if Alffe's sleep went okay, hopefully so. I wonder how her week is going and if she knows I've been thinking of her. :hug:

I wonder where megveg and lonely went.... hopefully somewhere safe.

I wonder why my eyes hurt, too much time on the computer today. I wonder if I really am getting sick again and when I will be scheduled for a CT scan after so many sinus problems. :( I wonder if anyone has had one done before, I am very nervous about it.

I wonder about these hurricanes coming.

I wonder why the news is so sad. I wonder if anyone would watch a "happy news" episode that featured only positive stories.

I wonder if Mr. & Mrs. Moi know of the Little Red Dog Foundation. http://www.islandpacket.com/2010/08/...-lifetime.html They help handicapped veterans and children with special, customized cycles. It's named after the founder's little red dachsund. :) (If you mouse over the 2 photos, there are little blurbs under the photos.)

Other than that, I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room. :hug:

I wonder when Alffemom broke a rib wonder what I missed :hug:wonder if healing hugs and I am sorry will lift Alffemoms lips into a smile :D

Wonder if the Moi's are hunkering down for Earl ? Wonder that I am jealous cuz I love storms.. without death or serious injury of course.

Wonder how my pal pooh is today :hug:
Wonder about the talking of Johnny Cash and think of Abbie and angel friend warrior Nikki :grouphug: wonder if pooh knows when I think of Nebraska
I think of mutual of Omaha and the old show "wild kingdom " :o wonder if anyone remembers that show??? wonder that I used to play that in the woods :rolleyes:

Wonder if Goofy sis can feel this hug and know she and her family are in my thoughts :hug::hug:

Wonder that like meg the cash flow is very hard and I know I am not alone... wonder that my mom says it is worse then when she lived threw the depression way back when.. wonder that I dont know cus I wasnt born but No Wonder it for sure is rough times :( ... wonder that if we all stick together and help eachother , help your neighbor , someone in need ..then we will all get threw this. :grouphug:

wonder on hugs :hug::hug::grouphug::grouphug: and prayers to the room and readers when I light my candle later this eve... be thinking of this big giant world and my family here .
PEACE
BMW

I wonder WHEN I will get to be a grandmother.
I wonder who else watched Wild Kingdom back in the day
I wonder how many more days until the new meds will kick in
I wonder just what I was thinking to say I would work an extra shift Sunday.
I wonder what my other friends are up to
I wonder when the next storm will come, we got a doozy yesterday afternoon
I wonder when my therapist will see what my shrink and my "regular" doc see
I wonder when they will find a med for migraines that does not interact with my other meds
WOW I have lots of wonders tonight
:hug:z

I wonder how tired I am now that my meds have been upped... and at the same time I'm grateful to say it appears the extra pill has made a difference in lifting me out of that scary don't want to live space...

I wonder how I love storms, too... and how frightening it must be to have the threat of Earl coming to the east coast of our continent...

I wonder how glad I am that they lifted the boil water advisory where I work!

I wonder how much longer I can handle working where I am now... and altho I am grateful to have a job... I know I can do better...

I wonder (and know!) how disheartening and scary it must be NOT to have a job or the money to do the basic things in order to live without stress...:grouphug: and I wonder if we should all just stay away from the news.. all doom and gloom...

I wonder what kind of world we are creating for our children... and grandchildren... and how selfish and superficial we have been to create such a dangerous climate change ...

i wonder if i can share a moment... i saw a tiny flower today, possibly a miniature morning glory... it was glorious, all white and delicate and delightful. i was glad to see it, and i was glad and relieved at being glad about something so pure.

i wonder how i missed Alffe's broken rib too... saw her comment about sleeping on one but did not add 1 + 1

i wonder if i can tell BMW yes i do remember the Mutual of Omaha and Wild Kingdom. :) wonderful show. i wonder how BMW would play at that show in the woods?

i wonder if i will be able to get up before noon again tomorrow.

i wonder if my sesamoids will cooperate with my intent to resume running on a regular basis or if the balls of my feet will blow up into golf balls again.

i wonder if the Zoloft will do anything this time. i wonder if maybe it is a little, since i appreciated a flower and tried to make friends with a dog, today.

i wonder if there are ever enough hugs in a room, that we can't squeeze in a few more... :grouphug:

~ waves ~

I wonder how it made me smile to think of that morning glory...

I wonder how I often take the beauty of nature for granted...

I wonder how grateful I am to get some sleep last night...can you say Lortab....:wink:

I wonder when I am finally going to remember that I am older (sorry Addy) and really shouldn't be jumping off of tractors and landing on them...

I wonder if our pooh is beginning to see any improvement although it is still early for the change in meds...wonder about her magraines too..:hug:

I wonder if Abbie will ck in and let us know about her dr. apt...

I wonder and will try not to start worrying about Lonely1...:grouphug:

I wonder how David is this morning and if there is any light at the end of his tunnel....time heals my friend....baby steps!

I wonder if Dr.John knows how much these forums are appreciated!

I wonder how all my wondering friends are today?

I wonder if its okay to jump this up to the top again?

I wonder why we don't wonder anymore...

I wonder all the time...

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I wonder how glad I was to have the wonder thread pop up..ty tammi :hug:

I wonder about wallpaper becomming a math thing...I don't do math!

I wonder if Addy has her life back..:D 2 years olds are masters of the universe!

http://newsdeskinternational.wordpre...ashes-in-lake/

I wonder if I can tell David that's an awful article!..:( an awful truth!

I wonder about the announcement on tonight news about Madison Center, our "mental health" hospital...no longer! Oakland will take over and it isn't local.

I wonder why this took so long.........:mad: