dang..... came to delete it.... LOL thats what i get..... :hug:

I am just really very sad. it seems everything around me is terminal or dying or dead. I found out about an hour ago at work that my team partner has brain tumor. been sick and dizzy went to hosp had scans and this morn shared the news. so I do not know :( I just have 3 beans to many on my plate and need to have time out / a break..before I break.
I will be back when things are not seeming so crappy.
have to go post in other forum i live in and hope the others will pick up the slack in there while I take time out /break.
Thank for listening and for ALWAYS being here when I need my sos family .
Prayers hugs and PEACE to you all :grouphug:
BMW

Oh my marshmallow friend... I'm so sorry for your partner and the sadness this brings... words escape me... just know that WE are here for you :hug:

For BMW
 

Here's a hug BMW - I love you.

BMW..you have way too much on your plate. :( I'm sorry...take all the time you need and know that you'll be in our thoughts and prayers. :hug:

I know you'll get through it wish...I just wanted to leave you a hug. :hug:

My plate is full of the blessing of celebrating my grandson's third birthday on Sunday. To get there I have an important WC hearing tomorrow. I have also started back to college with a full load and I am in class 4 days a week. Seem to have gotten the heart problem under control but the RSD is rearing its' ugly head again.

WOW Lisa :hug: you really have a full plate....

... its okay not to eat everything on our plate... right... isn't it?

:sing: Addy

I am reminded that my dad used to say "There are children STARVING in this world...clean your plate!"

But our plates are imaginary ones..a way to share information and yep, not necessary to eat it all.

It isn't that I'm clueless....I just don't want to go there......

Am going to cook for the critters today...there's a chicken in the crockpot for Cassie and peanut butter melting on the stove for suet. We have so many hummers at the feeder...I always think of Scrabble when I see them.

Hugs for the room.

thanks alffe. life feels like a mess right now. *sigh no idea where my future is going, atleast i know where i want it to go. but wanting something isn't always good enough. :hug: