[jaded2nite]

A dear Friend took her life yesterday morning. She took a bunch of pills and apparently that didn't work so she shot herself.

She had been depressed and had even said she was suicidal. I took her seriously, We talked and talked and talked and talked........she even came here and read often.

Over the past few weeks she "seemed" to be coming out of the pit. She fooled us all. She made us believe that things were turning around. She was only calling me once or twice a week......she really seemed to be doing well when we went to dinner Saturday night.

She thanked me for being there for her when she needed me the most. We planned our vaction to Honduras in May. She fooled us all.

Now we make funeral arrangements and wonder as survivors always do, WHAT IF?????

Rest in peace my friend......I hope you found what you were looking for.