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BlueMajo 10-06-2010 11:59 PM

Thank you dear Alffe and Melody !!! that was so sweet !!!

I did it !! I got congratulated by my boss after my presentation !!! :) Aw, I felt so good !!! I needed that because I was having problems with my boss I love so...

I went and had a chocolate frappe ! :D

redtail 10-07-2010 03:13 AM

Well done, knew you could do it, you really are an amazing person!!!!

Mmmmm chocolate frappe, no idea what one is, but it sounds good :-)

MelodyL 10-07-2010 08:59 AM

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Originally Posted by BlueMajo (Post 702185)
Thank you dear Alffe and Melody !!! that was so sweet !!!

I did it !! I got congratulated by my boss after my presentation !!! :) Aw, I felt so good !!! I needed that because I was having problems with my boss I love so...

I went and had a chocolate frappe ! :D

I don't know what a chocolate frappe is either but who cares!!!. IT'S GOT CHOCOLATE!!

lol lol lol

Chocolate ALWAYS makes a person feel better. Kicks in those endorphins.

Too bad I can't have any. :(

Diabetics have to usually go the sugar free way, but I don't like what they use to sweeten.

But a chocolate frappe sounds to die for.

So congratulations on your presentation.

Good Job!!

Mel

MelodyL 10-07-2010 09:01 AM

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Originally Posted by redtail (Post 702225)
Well done, knew you could do it, you really are an amazing person!!!!

Mmmmm chocolate frappe, no idea what one is, but it sounds good :-)

Here you go!!

Chocolate Frappe

http://www.foodfit.com/recipes/recipe.asp?rid=85

mm mm mm

Mel

ginnie 10-07-2010 09:19 AM

dear blue
 
Hi Blue, I am so sorry you feel that bad, but I do know the feeling of hating. I did that for many years, and it nearly cost me my life. When I became disabled about 10years ago, I made a decision that cost me my family. I had a best friend, who I asked to come live with me. I needed the help so very much, I could not take care of my home and yard. My son in law took my daughter and my grandson away from me. I was branded a lesbian. He told me to my face I was not welcome in his home, nor around his children. If I did come and visit, I would not be able to be in the same room with his children without supervison. My daughter sat right there, and agreed with what he said. I was hurt beyond measure, and I still am. I hated for a long time, as it cause me to have a death in my family that never ends. I had to let the hate go, and go on with my life and try to get better. Hate can eat you up alive. I don't know if I can help you, but I do want to try. Please tap back if there is anything I can do to ease your heart. ginnie:hug:

MelodyL 10-07-2010 10:09 AM

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Originally Posted by virginia neill (Post 702293)
Hi Blue, I am so sorry you feel that bad, but I do know the feeling of hating. I did that for many years, and it nearly cost me my life. When I became disabled about 10years ago, I made a decision that cost me my family. I had a best friend, who I asked to come live with me. I needed the help so very much, I could not take care of my home and yard. My son in law took my daughter and my grandson away from me. I was branded a lesbian. He told me to my face I was not welcome in his home, nor around his children. If I did come and visit, I would not be able to be in the same room with his children without supervison. My daughter sat right there, and agreed with what he said. I was hurt beyond measure, and I still am. I hated for a long time, as it cause me to have a death in my family that never ends. I had to let the hate go, and go on with my life and try to get better. Hate can eat you up alive. I don't know if I can help you, but I do want to try. Please tap back if there is anything I can do to ease your heart. ginnie:hug:


Oh Virginia:

How sad. How truly sad. I have no idea if you were able to mend fences. And I don't know if you ever saw your grandchildren again. Oh my.

And all this because you had a friend come and stay with you?

Wow, isn't ignorance something??

I only hope that somehow, you were eventually able to seek out your grandchildren.

:hug:

Melody

waves 10-07-2010 07:05 PM

demystifying the 'frappe'
 
if you wanted a milkshake in France (and some other European countries), you'd have to ask for a frappe'. (the word is French... it has been adopted elsewhere.)

they can be made a little differently from one place to another, but that's basically what it is.

~ waves ~

BlueMajo 10-10-2010 01:46 AM

Hello dear all !!!

First of all, yeah, chocolate frappe was like a milkshake buuuuuut, with water instead of milk.... :D

Ginnie, thank you so much for sharing your story in this thread... so sorry !!! :hug: I hate ignorance.. and I hate when this moves people... :( :mad: You sure helped me a lot. Thanks !!!

Tonight Im not angry... Im... sad.... dissapointed.... my life is full of unfair stories and I cant handle it... seriously... I cant handle the fact that good people suffer and bad people is having a happy life... I actually think I have said this before here somewhere in the forums... why ??? I mean... I read somwhere that this has nothing to do with God, and that this was just part of life and that actually God was there helping the ones who suffer.... but my question is.... why do good people suffer "all the time" ?

I could give you a thousand examples.... a material one: The laziest person I know, have the best computer of all.... the one who works hardest, doesnt have a puter....

And, I could give you plenty more examples not with material stuff but health things or whatever...

I cant handle it !!! man, I feel depressed and dissapointed about life.... like.... I dont want to live anymore because no matter what I do, I will suffer every day....

No matter what I dream, I will never reach my dreams because no matter how hard I try, everything is going down.... :(

Aw :(

Koala77 10-10-2010 01:54 AM

Aww Blue.... I was about to hit the thanks button so you knew I'd read your post when I was taken aback!

I re-read and saw that you'd written that you don't want to live anymore!

P-l-e-a-s-e DO NOT think like that.

Haven't we already told you how much we care? I do, and I know others do too. :hug:

Is there anything we can do to help..... anything at all?

Please talk to us!

BlueMajo 10-10-2010 02:51 AM

Aw, my very dear Koala.... :hug: You have helped me more than once ! :hug: Im just.... frustrated.... and so tired of being frustrated.... :(

You helped me a lot simply by existing ! :hug: People here makes me remember not everybody is pathetic in this world...

But Koala, I mean, do you get my point ??? Life is so unfair and I dont think I can handle this.


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