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I am so so tired of fighting the dark dragging depression, the physical and mental pain. I seems no matter what I do, it is not enough. I am punished for caring for my dear niece by both my mother-in-law and the childs father. No one wants to foot the bill for her daycare and support, but he darn sure wants to have her when it is time for the heathy checkup so he can continue to recieve checks for food and her SSI from her mothers death. My MIL is older and is unable to care for a 3 yearold, but insists she should continue to do it. Then she complains about the amount of work it takes and the $$. If they would just leave us alone....... We have a system that has worked for the last 3 months but I fear that she will soon be taken from us yet again. I am not sure if she is taken again that I will be able to keep what little sanity I have left....
Sorry to moan and groan but I had to vent