If it was legal I would be all over it. I'm waiting for surgery and am in the world of pain...I would be willing to try it if it was legal!! Hope something will help all of soon...

Tammy ... can you move ? .... I mean, seriously... there are places where it isn't so darn stigmatized... where you'd given the freedom to chose an opportunity to give it a trial...

It seems so damn unfair to me... and perhaps this isn't the time/place to hop on my .... but...

in many ways... this is the place to say and be reminded... Physical and Mental pain go Hand in Hand... they circle around and around... bringing each other down...

It just seems unfair to me that we can't be given every chance to try something. If someone tells us we can have a glass or two of wine (to help then our blood, help our heart... whatever)... we can freely choose to try it.

Tammy

dsnerror... I like that you know fish well!

If you have a "goal" that has been the driving point for as long as you remember, since you were in grade school, and you are now at the point where you have to admit you cannot achieve that goal, then that = fail. Good or bad, it is real. Sometimes real wins, Will I get over it? probably. Don't have too much choice, boxed myself in. Just hard to admit it, harder still to accept it.

No I can't move...I'm living in the most beautiful place. My father gave me a amazing piece of land with a river running through it. I do feel though that if this next surgery doesn't help and I'm in horrific pain, I will do what I need to do to get out of pain...thank you for caring so much my friend

Hi Tamiloo, It is unfair like Addy says, I know. Unfortunately the people who make it illegal often have no clue. Even I never realized how bad a person could hurt and still live. I feel you, trust me. I hope your surgery comes soon and goes well.. I love the smiley faces there.. cracked me up
Hi Addy.. I used to fish alot, like keep your rods in the truck and fish on the way to work alot... Still do it if I feel up to it.. started many years ago and slowly turned into less of "catch a fish" into "why does this work? why do fish like this? " After time you get curious as to what makes them "tick" i guess. I tie my own flies and make my own lures, so I am not stuck using some mass produced stuff and can experiment and play around. some work and some don't

I can agree with that... gotta be there to appreciate it I guess Who could blame a person?

Tami..I had to read your post twice before I "got it"...We are talking marijuana here..right? I think medical marijuana should be legalized and soon...it helps so many people who suffer with chronic pain...I won't name any names here but you know who you are.

I'm praying that this surgery with bring you some much needed relief.

Don't do anything stupid my friend. David (DMACK) he calls himself is a dear man who has helped many people here...he also struggles with demons...have you read Pters wise words that are stickied at the top???

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/thread5351.html

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Not doing anything... actually being semi-productive today...

I did read that...

Marijuana also helps some with their mental pain... more than most have any idea...

just sayin' ....