dont get mad at me or complain to the mods that this post is insensitive or just mean these are my thoughts and probably only mine


i am only 22 and have attempted suicide more times then i would like to admit and why is it that i feel less adequate every time i fail at this then everything else i mean how crappy that makes me feel like i cant even off myself the right way

Hi Andy,
So sorry to read you've been having such an awful time. I guess you must have been very depressed to begin with if you've tried to harm yourself so many times. I truly hope that you have some medical and family support there where you are.

No one is going to get mad at you or report you for telling us how you're feeling. I don't think you're the only person who has felt that way either. I hope that if you have any other medical conditions or anything else that could be making you feel worse than you should be then I hope you're seeing someone or talking to someone (professionaly I mean) to try to sort that out to help make life a lot happier.

All sorts of things, like medication changes, friendship problems, family issues... heck, lots of things like that can affect how we're feeling about ourselves and why a person finds it difficult to be alive. Life can be very difficult for everyone sometimes. It's darn hard but it can be happy. We just sometimes need to create some changes in our lives, or find a support network if we have none already. It's worth fighting for, Andy.

thanks the only reason i thought i would get reported is the way i look at it but its the way i have to deal looking at it in a humorous light

Hi Andy,

I saw your thread in the New Members forum, and it sounds like you have a lot to deal with. I hope you find other members who know the kind of physical and emotional problems you have.

Find the support of professionals you are comfortable and happy with as well.

hi andy,

nope...this mod isn't going to do anything to your post. i want you to feel safe on postingyour thoughts and feelings. we are here to help you.

some of the members here have thought about suicide, some have attempted, some are the ones left behind.

you will learn a lot from all of us here. i hope it makes you think that suicide isn't the answer.

i haven't read your intro on the new members forum yet. i will.

take care andy...and keep posting.