There are lots of things I want to say right now but my eyes hurts horribly because I cried all day yesterday and some hours today, so, I will come back tomorrow...

Thank you dear friends, you are the best !!!

Aaaahhhhhh ! I have seen that book before and never thought it was a good one !!! I will need to find it as soon as possible !!! Thanks for the recommendation... if you know more books that can help me find inner peace and sane my soul, pleas let me know...

I woke up today with a panic attack... what a lovely thing !

We are still working on our trip.... it has to be this weekend because then Im back to school... just 2 nights with mom...

We are having some issues as they have only 1 "cheap" seat left in the airplane and the other one would be double the price... dad and mom suggested me to go alone BUT I DONT WANT TO... I feel miserable everytime I have to take an airplane alone because I feel like Im in a mission... I mean, I dont mind going alone, I know how to do it and I would do it if it was necessary, but a concert/holiday is not "necessary"... so... I did the sacrifice all this time because mom simply couldnt come due to my pets but now... no way... I DONT WANT TO... I even feel fear...

Dad will decide if he pay the 2 tickets or not...

Im stressed... I just need PEACE !!!!!!

Well I think you should do whatever you want to do. If you don't want to go then just stay and have a day out with your mom or something. There will always be more bands to see later.

But if you think you want to go now then you absolutely should. What is the point of life if you don't do things that make you happy?

So... in conclusion... do whatever you think will make you happiest, and don't worry about anyone else wants you to do.

Amen Lonely 1 !