I wonder why I can't get out of this pit

I wonder why I'm feeling so alone in my distored thoughts

I wonder why I can't feel love anymore, I can't feel much of anything

I wonder if my mom and dad are celebrating St. Patty's Day in heaven

I wonder if my Dad is being all silly and goofy as usual

I wonder what's wrong with my wonderer, what's wrong with me

I wonder why anniversaries have to be so hard

I wonder if my mom and dad can still feel my love

I wonder if I can show you something I made for everyone here


I wonder if I should try to sleep, sleep is good.

I wonder if i can say~*~ Congratulations~*~to Julie
You should be very proud of yourself young lady!!
I wonder if if i can tell Bj that i sure have missed missed her round here!!! It is awful good to see a post from you
I'm so sorry your not in a good place lately.
I wonder if you know that we all truely care about you??
I wonder if you know that i sometimes can't get my wonders to work right either..
I wonder if i can tell you that i still have my parents but they are very old and i can really understand how much pain your having at their loss!!!
I think about losing them ALOT...I know i am gonna be completely lost..So i think that's why i feel such a pull toward you....I hope you don't think i am nutz for saying this but..I believe people still watch over us once their bodies leave this earth!
I wonder how your lil stray kitties are doing too.
I wonder if you know how much I LOVED the picture you made for us.
I hope you continue to check in with us and dont go away{{{{{{{BJ}}}}}}}

I wonder if I can send hugs and a lifeline to BJ

I wonder if Kell knows that no she's not nutz. I feel them here but it hurts that I can't touch and get a "real" hug, especially from my mom

I wonder if Julie knows I'm pulling really hard on that lifeline

I wonder if my new "BP cocktail" is the answer. I hate it in here. Up and down, up and down.

I wonder how my first PT for my back will go today

I wonder if Kell knows my ferals are doing fine. They survived the 5 inches of sleet and freezing rain we got and they are actually getting fat. I just hope that doesn't mean they are with "little kitties".

I wonder if Vicky enjoyed the hockey game. I went to one once and couldn't see the puck.

I wonder if Alffe knows that I enjoyed Josh very much. But yes it was "glitzy".

I wonder why I didn't start a new wonder.

I wonder if I can leave for the room