Addy I'm glad your pain wasn't my fault, and I'm more glad that you're starting to feel better.

And yes we already had a mamorial for my mom on Saturday. Quite a few people showed up, she was obviously more loved then she thought she was... and there's not really much for me to forgive her for. She caused a lot more pain for my dad then she did for me, and I am always sympathetic of psychological problems. In fact, I think I understand more about her problems then she did. Her addiction was always more psychological then physical. (She relapsed five times, trying to ignore emotional trauma from her youth)

I'll have to post the music that was played at the memorial service, but not tonight, it's time for bed now.

Looking forward to hearing the music Lonely1. :hug:
And you sound like you have great empathy for those who suffer. I'm so glad you are a part of this forum family! :grouphug:

DITTO what Alffeeee said!!!

:hug:

Here's the three songs that were played at the memorial service. They all seem very fitting to everyone who really knew my mom.

The opening...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bLyKEToqME0

The middle...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJRcbqhl0Fs

And the closing...
http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xge...syon-net_music

:Sigh: No more suffering where she is anymore.

Thank you Alfee and Addy for always trying to make me feel more important. :grouphug:

PS. I just realized that I havn't been "thanks"-ing the people who posed here, so I fixed that.

I think whoever chose the music must have known and loved your mother very much Lonely1. :hug:

The songs chosen were beautiful :) still remembering you in my prayers Lonely1 {{{HUGS}}}}

Wow.... I think I just met your Mom...

:hug:

How's your kitty Lonely1? :hug:

Oh Alfffeee... you're so funny.... :D

Hey... Lonely1... have you met our newest forum member... he could use some of your insight buddy! Not like you not to be posting to a newbie so I'm figuring you're busy...

maybe the cat is keeping you up all night? :D

I have this habit of scrolling down to the bottom of the page to see who is online before I log out...

saw you there Lonely! .... :hug: .... it gives me a warm feeling... to know others are here

:grouphug: