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Originally Posted by DMACK (Post 817708)

I WONDER IF I MAY share a poem with you from a young lady whom i am currently supporting at work..............

GAY

I can’t help being Gay,
When mum had me I was born that way
If I had a choice then I would change
I would be heterosexual any day
--------------------------You were born with brown hair and you can’t help it
God knitted you together and that’s how he dealt it
Homosexuality is a thorn in my side
Can’t tell you how many nights I have cried
---------------------------------God made me white, gave me size seven feet
So for my sexual preference he can take responsibility
Single you require me to bear
I don’t deny you for one minute but I think you’re unfair.
I hear heterosexual couples say
Practising homosexuality will make you stray
-----------------------------------------------I hear God saying “laid out before you is a feast, take a plate, help yourself but you must not eat”
You can have your cake but eat it you must not
Maybe if I lick just the icing and say “sorry God, I forgot”
I know I will have to make mistakes
But I’m worried as to the end I will take
------------------------------------------God is real I deny Him not
He was there; I felt his presence when my head went to pot
But why oh why does it cause me such grief,
The hassle and heart ache in having a belief
-------------------------------------------I’m sick to death of the battle with in
Will God ever come, and peace with Him bring
Maybe one day I will love a man
But when I think of kissing him, I don’t think that I can
Who knows I could be surprised
I have learnt it’s not the sex that’s important
It’s the person inside.

Such a sad and profound statement from a young woman whom self harms every single day..............[but has ceased for the last week.......BABY STEPS DO WORK]

i WONDER IF we can all be so open about our inner turmoil, and express its intensity in such a way.

the saddest thing is this 29 year old woman until seven days ago had never heard anyone say ...........i hear you

David

I've always believed that God made us in His image and He is perfect!!

I WONDER IF i can BEG YOU ALL TO WATCH THIS VIDEO

http://www.youtube.com/user/JamesMor...O?blend=7&ob=5

I WONDER IF YOU CAN HEAR THE WORDS

I WONT LET YOU GO

When it's black,
Take a little time to hold yourself,
Take a little time to feel around,
Before it's gone,

You won't let go,
But you still keep on falling down,
Remember how you saved me now,
From all of my wrongs yeah,

If there's love just feel it,
If there's life we'll see it,
This is no time to be alone, alone, yeah,
I, wont let you go,

Say those words,
Say those words like there's nothing else,
Close your eyes and you might believe,
That there is some way out yeah,

Open up,
Open up your heart to me now,
Let it all come pouring out,
Theres nothing I can't take,

If there's love just feel it,
And if there's life we'll see it,
This ain't no time to be alone, alone, yeah
I, wont let you go,

If your sky is falling,
Just take my hand and hold it,
You don't have to be alone, alone, yeah,
I, won't let you go,

And if you feel the fading of the light,
And you're too weak to carry on the fight,
And all your friends that you count on have disappeared,
I'll be here, not gone, forever, holding on, Oh,

If there's love just feel it,
And if there's life we'll see it,
This ain't no time to be alone, alone, yeah,
I, wont let you go,

If your sky is falling,
Just take my hand and hold it,
You don't have to be alone, alone, yeah,
I won't let you go,

I wont let you go, I wont let, x 2,
I won't let you go x 2,

David

and the tears keep falling:grouphug:

Firstly,

I wonder if I can say that I'm sorry to take so long to reply to emails and other messages. :o

I wonder if I can tell you that Queen Elizabeth 11 and her hubby Prince Phillip visited my State today. It was just amazing to watch and listen to her. She's 85 years old, and I think Phillip is 90. They toured the river city here, Brisbane, and spoke with many of our residents who survived the devastation of our floods and cyclones last summer. I'm actually not a monarchist, but I am very thankful that they travelled so far away to Australia and today to Queensland to add some sunlight and joy to the lives of many, many people who needed it this year.

I wonder how good it is to see David back posting.

I wonder about Addy and her home situation and hope she's able to sort something out there with landlords. Sounds shocking. Gosh, my place is bad, but I'm not sure it's as bad as that!

I wonder if I can send special "g'day" to wren. :D

I wonder if i can tell you I a home from Georgia/SC and had an AWESOME time :)

I wonder if i can do a drive-by and tell you i did think of you while i was gone and will pop back on and get caught up on everything when i can.... {{{{HUGS}}}}}

I wonder if I can tell Goofy that I can't wait to hear all about it!!!!
:hug: :hug:

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Originally Posted by Katiebell (Post 817414)

I wonder if my fiancee will ever get the message that I need help with household chores...

I wonder if he'll ever understand that when I text my ex from 12 years ago that he has nothing to worry about...

Congratulations on having a fiance!

Tell the fiance that he took the Katy and left the ex a mule to ride. (Thats a song)

I wonder;........................................... .................................

can I give everyone, on this forum, huge, humungous :hug:zzzzzz ????? :)

Phyllis :grouphug:

I wonder how wonderful it is to see Doody's name in the posts. I think of you often and have hoped your life is more settled right now.

That's it for now... in a rush.

:grouphug:

I wonder what will break next..:confused:

I wonder how nice it is to have a new microwave...:rolleyes:

I wonder how glad I am to have a new battery in my car..especially with winter coming....:eek:

I wonder about all the ambulances going down our road...:(

I wonder if Notre Dame will get their act together this weekend..:wink:

I wonder where Lara was rushing off to....:D

I wonder if Doody knows that her explanation of Hospice was perfect!! :hug:

I wonder if Ducky knows that a quack doesn't echo...:cool:

I wonder how my wren is.....:hug:

I wonder if I can tell Alffe that things break in 3s for me. 3 is my number though so hopefully your number is 2. ?

I wonder if I can leave a very loud QUACK for the duck and the younger duckling. :hug: p.s. to da duck... some months back there was a flurry of news items here due to a crime committed in Au. and the person escaped to your area. I still recall sitting in front of the tv news for weeks and everytime they said "your area" I cringed and said out loud the correct pronunciation as you had taught me so well. :)

I wonder if I can also tell Alffe that I was making Tomato Relish and I had to rush because it was at the very end stage and I had jars in the oven and a bubbling pot on the stove and if I'd left it any longer it would have been ruined. Haven't been able to make my chutneys or relishes since heck, maybe December last year when the weather turned. Haven't been able to afford the quantities until this past week. The cyclones/hurricanes and the floods affected our food supply very badly. We're the banana state here and I've bought 2 bananas this year. Normally I go through a kilo a week. Anyway... worse things are happening elsewhere so I am not complaining. Just happy to be able to be making my prized relishes once again. I give it out to my neighbours.

I wonder if I can tell everyone that the owners of my property are putting up a lovely bamboo fence at their expense so that at last I have some privacy and I don't have to live with the hearse in my face when I go out on my patio to have a cuppa in the mornings or any other time. I'll still hear it coming and going in the night, but at least I won't see it. It's been difficult indeed.

:o