[Alffe]

I wonder if F1DO knows that he absolutely wondered right...

I wonder that we usually start a new wonder thread when it hits page 3 and that last one was waaaaaaaaaaaaay long...

I wonder how glad I'll be to have two of our daughters home this weekend..we are in need of some hugs!

I wonder if Addy made those choc. chip cookies today and will share...

I wonder why Ducky is so quiet??? And my wren???

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room.

[Katiebell]

I wonder if F1DO knows how awesome he is...

And if he knows that he has friends here that won't leave him...

for the room is a given...

[Katiebell]

I wonder what dear Wren is doing right now...

[Addy]

I wonder if anyone else noticed that its our "birdie" friends (Duck and Wren) who are missing in action... tweet tweet... um...

I wonder if there can be anything better than the feelings I am having right now... little Grand-Addy is asleep on my bed ... watched some of my Sweet Adeline friends (who are, at this moment, competing in Houston, Texas!) with her in my arms... chocolate cookies are cooling on top of the stove... size 3 leotards (tights) are drying in front of the open oven (we hand a little accident ) ... a Quartet sang "Hallelujah"... and tears filled my eyes...

I wonder why we let the last wonder get past 3, too.... but wasn't the conversation great!

I wonder how DMACK is... and still miss Mr. and Mrs. Moi even tho they are on Facebook ....

hey Alffe, I wonder if you could use a from me to hold you over until those girls get there!

[Katiebell]

I wonder if my fiancee will ever get the message that I need help with household chores...

I wonder if he'll ever understand that when I text my ex from 12 years ago that he has nothing to worry about...

[Wren]

I wonder if anyone can see that I frequently have a difficult time "speaking" in public. I'm always here - I just have .... well, I'm scared of talking.

[barbo]

I'm kind of the same way, Wren.

[hippiechick]

I wondered where everyone went and....surprise....I found you!!!

I wonder if I can cheer for my Cardinals (because I was born a Cardinals fan) and I'm watching the World Series, game 3.

I wonder if anyone else has had to turn their furnace on? It's been cold here....and then the last couple of days have been very warm; so silly!

I wonder if F1D0 will come to learn to believe that he's found a real family with us....and friends who are true....friends who are friends and not "friends"....big difference. I wonder if I can say "hello, F1D0" and that we've probably (a lot of us, anyway) felt like you do a few times in our lives, but your being here with us now IS a miracle.....and we're thankful for that.

I wonder why it takes something so tragic to make me see the miraculous in everyday life?

[Katiebell]

I wonder why I live in near constant frustration...

[DMACK]

I WONDER IF I MAY share a poem with you from a young lady whom i am currently supporting at work..............

GAY

I can’t help being Gay,
When mum had me I was born that way
If I had a choice then I would change
I would be heterosexual any day
--------------------------You were born with brown hair and you can’t help it
God knitted you together and that’s how he dealt it
Homosexuality is a thorn in my side
Can’t tell you how many nights I have cried
---------------------------------God made me white, gave me size seven feet
So for my sexual preference he can take responsibility
Single you require me to bear
I don’t deny you for one minute but I think you’re unfair.
I hear heterosexual couples say
Practising homosexuality will make you stray
-----------------------------------------------I hear God saying “laid out before you is a feast, take a plate, help yourself but you must not eat”
You can have your cake but eat it you must not
Maybe if I lick just the icing and say “sorry God, I forgot”
I know I will have to make mistakes
But I’m worried as to the end I will take
------------------------------------------God is real I deny Him not
He was there; I felt his presence when my head went to pot
But why oh why does it cause me such grief,
The hassle and heart ache in having a belief
-------------------------------------------I’m sick to death of the battle with in
Will God ever come, and peace with Him bring
Maybe one day I will love a man
But when I think of kissing him, I don’t think that I can
Who knows I could be surprised
I have learnt it’s not the sex that’s important
It’s the person inside.




Such a sad and profound statement from a young woman whom self harms every single day..............[but has ceased for the last week.......BABY STEPS DO WORK]

i WONDER IF we can all be so open about our inner turmoil, and express its intensity in such a way.

the saddest thing is this 29 year old woman until seven days ago had never heard anyone say ...........i hear you


David