[thelonely1]

Hi. Just trying to respond to the people wondering about me. I'm still alive... for what ever that's worth, and trust me that isn't much. There's been no moving on or getting better, I still come here and read posts when I feel up to it. I just have nothing to say that is worth hearing. Nothing I haven't said a million times before. Nothing that will help anyone in any way.

Chances are, my life is exactly the same as what ever you remember; and if you don't remember anything, you're not missing much. It's Thanksgiving, I'm alone (which doesn't really bother me, I never liked Thanksgiving anyway). Pitiful job, no friends, blah, blah. If any of that changes, maybe I'll come back and say something, but I long ago gave up hope on life getting better. So I sit here and wait to die. Killing time until the next time the world forces me to leave my crappy apartment.

Sorry, not trying to be a downer, just trying to explain why I faded out of existance.