(((Abbie))) Every loss we suffer adds to the hurt of the ones from before. Unfortunately, we all go through it at some point in our lives. Losing people we love is so hard.

I know how you feel. One of my uncles killed himself as well. Shot himself in the basement as my aunt was upstairs fixing dinner. They found a stash he had hidden in the basement afterwards. A box of papers, all with poems and stories he had written, all about suicide and sad stuff.

It is very hard but you'll get through it. I can see everyone here cares very much.

Keep us updated on the news if you feel up to it. Love and hugs.

I can echo the words written above... lean on the support here... you'll be grateful you did... and so will we...
it helps us all... sad as that seems

Addy (not to be confused with Abby, the mispelled version of Abbie aka Abasaki)

[oops, that misspelling was my error. It was 4.20am in my morning. I should have a coffee before I post. ]

abbie, please check in when you are able.
Thinking of you.

is it wrong that i am numb???

i have to block out every little thought of what happened or what may have happened.... the more stressed and upset i get--the more this RSD monster spits out it's angry fire. Like my world wasn't already messed up enough.... not blaming anyone... just trying to figure out a way to cope.



abbie

No, it is not wrong Abbie. You are in shock and it's normal to feel nothing..it's like being in a cocoon...Your mind is protecting itself from the pain of this reality.

And it's never wrong to feel whatever it is you are feeling along this path...anger may take a turn.

Warm hugs...we are here for you.

abbie, I agree with Alffe. It's shock. It's also like an automatic self-preservation process that sets in.

Yes, and remember to baby yourself as much as possible. Just do whatever makes you feel good. A hot bath, tv show, movie, whatever. Just do those things as much as possible for yourself. You deserve it!

official police ruling... suicide.
no notes, no known illness nor signs of depression.... his kids and grandkids didn't suspect anything.

parents are back home for now...
funeral is friday...

thank you for listening...
abbie

So typical...so sad. The police get to come and it's sooo hard. And based on evidence or lack of evidence....they come to the conclusion that it is a suicide..note or no note..signs or not....I'm so sorry Abbie..it all sound soooooo familiar.

My condolences ((Abbie))