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06-28-2015, 02:14 PM | #21 | |||
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06-30-2015, 03:29 PM | #22 | |||
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Andy I do understand where you are coming from and bumped of the other thread because it is about choices. Our son Michael was 31 years old and healthy when he impulsively put that gun in his mouth. Healthy physically but obviously depressed. I'm glad you are here talking....we are listening. Hugs for the room.
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06-30-2015, 04:28 PM | #23 | |||
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Thank you. I am truly sorry for your loss. Its a blessing & a curse that we can not aquire firearms in England...
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07-07-2015, 06:56 PM | #24 | ||
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I can totally relate to the thinking suicide in "rational and logic way". The pain just doesn't stop... ever. Gimme a break my goodness.
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08-07-2015, 09:50 PM | #25 | ||
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I guess that I never expected to be here again but I'm back for now....I've been ill for a long, long time, for those of you who don't know me. For those of you who do know me, I'm sorry that I'm back....Along with facing my Maker every day, today I learned that my adoptive mom was just diagnosed with ovarian cancer. I lost my birth mom years ago...when I was a teen and, eventually, my adoptive parents found me. They taught me everything in the world that I know about love and loving and being good. I still cry for my birth mom everyday; today, when I was talking to my adoptive mom, all I could do was cry. She, on the other hand, is all upbeat and okay with it. She has complete faith that she'll be okay, one way or the other. In my head, I guess I know that....I just wish that I could convince my heart. I lost my mom, my mother-in-law and now my adoptive mom who loves me as if I were truly her own. I just can't shake this....I know that I have to be okay with it, too, but I just can't be today. She hasn't told their "real kids"....my youngest brother is getting married in a few weeks and she doesn't want this over the wedding. I think I was safe to tell because I live in the Midwest and they all live on the East Coast. I just feel very alone and lost right now.
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08-08-2015, 06:48 AM | #26 | |||
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i cannot take away your fear of loosing someone that has loves taught you love and continues to love YOU and your brother blessed are you to know love not only form your birth mother but also of this beautiful person you speak of i am in awe of her upbeat mode i a breast cancer survivor 4 more years of Tamoxifen what i want you to know i had two birth parents my father committed suicide i was nineteen my birth mother would look the other way whenever terrible things went on mainly i took the brunt of it all i am the oldest of three and i come to learn in my adult years the same happened to my sister the precious time spent with your loved ones let that run through your veins i do not mean your feeling of the possible loss will not hurt the end on this earth inevitably comes to an end one day only to truly be home i want you to continue to feel the Love from your beautiful mother in your life now i have four children a grand child a dog i love soooooooooooo much i have to be very careful what i wish for as i want to be home it will all be in Gods time to be brought home not mine i promised my children love her remember her smell hold her hand when you tell her you love her she will be taken care of and will fight and do everything to live she is alive now and so are you you your soul blessed twice love me
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08-14-2015, 08:31 PM | #27 | |||
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You have alot of friends here who love you ((((((HUGS))))) bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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08-15-2015, 06:17 AM | #28 | |||
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bizi is right hippie chick. You are not alone and your dear mother is the true definition of what a mother feels for her children. I love and admire this woman and you, her wonderful daughter.
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09-10-2015, 09:51 PM | #29 | |||
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And here's something to consider. A child living with a parent who is depressed and in extreme pain and has almost no energy to give might be affected negatively by that. Just as much as losing that parent. Children need a lot of nurturing. |
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10-03-2015, 02:49 PM | #30 | |||
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It's dangerous to attempt suicide when you are unsure of your methods. And while I never advise anyone on this choice I do honor their right to choose and hold no ill feelings about it. They are logically in a better position to evaluate their situation then I could ever be. |
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