Live
Make breakfast
Give a kiss
Hug is nice
How about that garage sale?
I know she wants to go
Sharing
The best part of life
Caring
Expands beyond my skin
Daffodils ARE lovely
The fragrance of roses not too far behind
Another best of life is this
Reach out
And
Give

M56

it is such a beautiful day outside
yet my body doesn't follow
my mind that just wont quit
i am so sad
just so emotionally gone
no desire to do anything
i am tired at every level
the cowardliness
of this life of constant chaos
brought upon me by what
gives me most grief my children
Corissa would right up there
she admitted to enjoying the
arguments
that blows
never made my sunday meeting
have to take care of why Corissa hasn't
insurance major screw up somewhere
i have to fix it's not smooth sailing


I AM TIRED
M
me

joy and sorrow are inseparable.

On Joy and Sorrow
Kahlil Gibran
http://www.katsandogz.com/onjoy.html

Yes,
One comes
Other sure as well
Thus the very true reality
The bittersweet character
Of life

As for me faith
Holds me fast
The sea anchor
Which may steady
My craft

If we can ride the swell
Storm of life raises up
Hold through the buffet
Blessed may we be
Finding joy

Hugs to you Eva,
M56

today after sermon
it is not a mistake i hear
exactly as it were a message just for me
my personal relationship
with constant thaught
having a day just one day
i don't cry
i wonder how much tears
collected in my lifetime
could fill a pond
better yet a lake
all towards the ocean
that's it an ocean of tears
it just is never ending
how sad is this brain
this heart
this body
my soul
the flannel shirt
ever so soft worn in
like no other
to be a mother
is to be a teacher
it is so difficult when
a parent expresses that "it"
be a teaching moment
when the words aren't heard
the pain of it all
and as i make my choices in the day
that is not any other than
my interaction with my
grandchild four and my seventeen year old
and as close as they are
it is almost identical as Christine and Corissa
to watch the difference and how impressionable
should not surprise me
yet it does
in my day such as now
going through withdrawals
getting upset at the things that
have been let go
i do with blinders and hurt myself
physically
not nit picking
it's just one of those days
my withdrawal is spoken of
all aware yet
no excuses
it isn't easy
again
letting go here
me

Eva you're a wonderful person - I just don't think you know it.

Barbo
thank you so much
for your kind words
really
thank you
me

That Barbo is right about YOU Eva
So right
Sending you a hug,
M56