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09-27-2014, 11:11 PM | #31 | ||
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Pam, Very well put. You write for most of us going thru this "new life" that we didn't ask for or want"; but it is what we have and need to not allow ourselves too long to stay on the "pity pot". Pray we can pick ourselves up and move forward using what we do have; trying not to dwell on what we no longer have. Am very thankful we here on NT have each other. Gerry |
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09-28-2014, 11:57 AM | #32 | |||
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i it is so and the only way to move on my faith of a miracle or a new medical finding to address problems a person may suffer it has been found embryos are not a option only for science learned of taking the DNA of our own self and stem cell may move forward not taking from a child i am sure the blood of a newborn from umbilical cord is precious for internal family line but that's another issue this when being reminded everyday why i have to take my meds in the morning and wait about forty minuets then to forget and look in the mirror and be reminded after two years my oncologist says upon a physical touch tells me to go back to the reconstructive doctor there is something wrong as i had told my augmentation doctor two years after i was deemed healed and released only what eventually told to me upon my post two year oncologist recommend visit and have the truth be told what is called a double bubble you have followed me enough to understand a visual reminder of being lied to as with my neurosurgeons mistake and never owned up to it resentments Will kill a person so i try to remember every day to pray for them not close to that yet too not be able to have a feeling of being heard that they not hurt patients to be violated on a sexual level by a transporter employee to take patients from A to B and back to A when a procedure such as an MRI is done to be lied too at every level possible is tough i'm working on it better most days the emotional roller coaster draining to the deep depression that has invaded this mind something i haven't experienced before as where i am Now i have to remind myself i am needed no matter how i feel i have no option at the moment my love of family God blessed me with and to have to be there after they fall is a must no option i know you understand Corissa send her hello and hope your doing better in Jesus i Trust in His name Amen thinking of you
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09-28-2014, 09:34 PM | #33 | ||
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Dearest Eva, I am happy to hear of your desire to overcome the hurt and anger of what so many in the medical field have caused you, as well as many of us to feel. Anger will drain us emotionally and physically if we let it. It is we, who feel the added insult done to us . As Pam put it; it would be nice for just a little admitting some of the errors; but "no"; not going to happen. Most, if not all, will go along there merry old way and not give a second thought to those they have caused harm. So harboring the anger will only affect us. I know it is easier said than done. I have worked and prayed hard to let it go for I know it is I who will suffer the most. Let Corissa know she has touched me personally. I do so want her to be the person I know in my heart she is. Gerry |
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09-28-2014, 10:15 PM | #34 | ||
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Eva,
I know the feeling of having a doctor mess you up, the pain has been excruciating the past week. The pain makes me feel like I have the flu and I just want to curl up. Some choice. I stay alive and my nephew and niece hate me because I don't show up at parties and they think I don't care or do the unthinkable and they resent me. I'm not suicidal, what's the point. it's not like when I die i'll be able to say wow, I'm dead and not in pain anymore' Eva, in a haunting conversation I had with a friend before I got sick, I said I would never use a cure founded upon use of fetuses. Not for religious reasons. Just didn't feel right. Now, I don't know what I would decide. The good thing is they're so far from curing head injuries and thalamic pain I don't have to worry any time soon. Didn't mean to offend anyone either way. hope I didn't. Never made it to city see DBS surgeon in city. just don't feel well enough to get there. the thing I hate most about what happened with the doctor is he brought fear into my life. I was never really afraid of much. Now I am afraid all the time. There are people on the TBI/PCS website that are suicidal after two months, I'm going on 84 lol. What makes me so much stronger? That's what scares me. That stinks. |
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09-29-2014, 07:39 AM | #35 | |||
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The days of fetal stem cells are just about over.
Science has found a way to harvest cells from the patient and to culture them into stem cells and reimplant them. This is called autologous stem cell treatment: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Autolog...ransplantation In the cases requiring embryonic stem cells, still... those are harvested in special ways. (before the fetus develops in fact) http://www.cirm.ca.gov/our-progress/...-cell-research
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10-01-2014, 02:49 AM | #36 | ||
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What did i do? i threw everything away for a few beers on a pill i should't have been on. oh god what did i do. i used to sleep normal, and feel fine. and no tinnitus. and no pain. no men problems and a very good job. God what did i do. what did i do. i'm sorry mom and dawn. i'm very sorry. I reember thinking that night that i made it. i was 37 and even after all my screwups i was still gonna have a house and a car and a family. what did i do. i thew awy my one life and ruined others. i'm sorry. i was supposed to take care of mother the last 7 years. not her me. and the pain never stops.
This wasnt a practice ilfe. This is the one a get. i worked so hard to get to where i was. it makes no sense. DAwn is making plans alot and i ont blame her. who wants to be in the house all the time. but i'm too sick to go with her anywahere. is this it. stuck in the hosue for the rest of my life to feel mental and physical pain and reget. seveh years later and it still hurts. wht did i do. |
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10-01-2014, 04:06 AM | #37 | |||
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Hang in there dude...
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10-01-2014, 10:42 AM | #38 | |||
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for you Mark our Father who is in Heaven hallowed be thy Name Thy kingdom come Thy Will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven give Us this Day Our Daily Bread and Forgive us Our Trespasses as WE forgive those who trespassed against us lead us not into Temptation BUT deliver Us from EVIL ONE (them dark thoughts) for Yours is the Kingdom and the power and the Glory forever and Ever Amen Author: Jesus Christ Grant me the Serenity to Accept the Things i cannot Change the Courage to Change the Things i Can and the Wisdom To Know the Difference i have to believe we will be rewarded it is promised "he who covers his sins will not prosper, but whoever confesses and forsakes them will have mercy". Psalm 38 may it bring you at peace in your pain i understand hanging on me
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10-08-2014, 06:53 AM | #39 | ||
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God, just let me outlive my mother without the symptoms getting worse, without dementia or obvious cognitive problems. Let me hide the suffering from her until she goes. After that, you can do to me what you want.
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10-11-2014, 05:36 PM | #40 | |||
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hi Mark
you really are having a bad time.... can i draw your attention to your signiture "You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t about how hard ya hit. It’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done!" Powerful words Mark.....words that hold the clue to the turmoil you are dealing with........... life is at times ugly......it throws out things that even the strongest shoulders can't carry............. doesn't mean your weak..it means you have to learn another way to cope.... i have Bi-polar and have many dark days....but i try to live.....because thats all i can do.... try....... i work with homeless people...........many have addiction issues and or mental health problems........i tell them all WRITE YOUR LIFE STORY..................because while you are writing you are venting.....while you are venting.....you are healing.... because you are off loading your thoughts and emotional baggage.............its the baggage that kills us not illness.........baggage is the illness. [negative unhelpful thoughts & memories] whats worse a life of regret...or...regret that you haven't lived? KEEP MOVING FORWARD MARK David
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