So today...



Went OKAY. Definitely better than last year.


So my symptoms did get worse, but instead of getting worse DRASTICALLY like they normally do they only increased by a bit. It still bothered me, but it was more close to my moderate level than hell.


For my anxiety and nervousness..

Took me a while to find my classes cause of my feeling, but once I got into them, it felt just like middle school. Nothing to worry about once getting INTO the class. But just finding it/making my way there was hard, With another 1000 kids shoving and yelling in the halls. So was a little stressful.


But other than that It wasent so bad as I thought... at least... so far!




But again, I probably wont be able to last like this all year with my symptoms. So anxiously awaiting the test !

Sam,

Take this as a massive victory over your Anxiety and nervousness. You held it together well, can build on this and use Day 1 as a Template.

Sure, things are going to be stressful for you, but you have shown yourself you can cope with your Support Structure and your own strength of Will.

Well Done!

Dave.

Ditto to what Dave has posted.

Well done Sam! That is something huge you did yesterday. Really huge.

Take it one day at a time Sam... Everyone here is proud of you...

Wow!
 

One Day at a time. :hug:

Sam that is great news!! Heck, the first day is challenging for everyone and you did it! We just knew you could ;)

Good work. Pace yourself when needed and remember we are all rooting for you.
:hug:

Dear Sam,

This is GREAT news!!! Every step, is a wonderful victory for you !

Thanks for letting us know about your progress.

When things get overwhelming for me, which they often are,
I try to just focus on taking it one day at a time.

Take care Sam

:hug:

Hey again everyone,



Now with a week of school under my belt, my dreamy unreal feeling is getting a lot worse, and I don't know why.


My symptoms are random. One day I'm moderate the next it's so bad I can't even listen to someone In conversation.


I really need treatment for this. But no one knows what it is yet. Still waiting on taking that fancy thyroid test to see if that's it. Honestly, if I can't find a answer for this what's the point ? Why should I have to live in this horrible dreamy/unreal state? This is not how life should be. Not for anyone.



At this point I don't even cry about it.. It's so frustrating and confusing that I just can't take it anymore..


Sure, the first school day went well. But I guarantee the majority of my school days will be like today and be HORRIBLE cause of this feeling.

If anyone has an idea of what my symptom is please tell me.. ANY IDEA will be greatly appreciated



Anything is everything at this point..



For people new to this thread my symptom is:

Constant 24/7 dreamy, spaced out, unreal state. Whole body is numb. My sense of touch is only about 75%. I basically feel high all the time.. And I hate it. It gets worse but it never gets better.