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05-15-2016, 11:10 AM | #41 | |||
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To wonder as I do every single day
Are or rather is my family doing well To wonder if your children are happy To wonder if they still blame me and God for their unhappiness Not something I can stop my brain from wondering What my children are exhibiting are many symptoms of the MTHFR MUTATION wonder why my son stopped his meds Bi-polar from me Me And to let them know and not do anything about it Is then on them How much more can I do I told them I am the one for certain can and till now those tested are positive So many things going on under this particular umbrella Labeled MTHFR MUTATION WONDER what Eva's mother has to say about her knowing she is positive and addict so many of her symptoms answered and just got off the phone with trying to express what her sister is wondering when I told her Wonder about this you have occipital lobe epilepsy Chances you are positive And ponder on this Your doctor should wonder real seriously about finding out if she to is positive And not God Wonder what my youngest is doing If she is wondering about us and how much I miss her and wish she would change and come back home My child's father knows about her getting high Wonder what he is thinking He told me his opinion about my parenting Only she is worse off in the current situation So many lies that are being shared And hurting each other doing it Do they not wonder Something is REALLY wrong So wondered Rather then help them see the Unappreciative response and behavior my children put upon me in their thirties now And still blame me Now because it isn't recognized I ask the question "What haven't I done for all of you guy's" Silence Not a thing to speak of But to wonder if my youngest is still in the hospital And not call me Or my children not call me Isn't okay They will never know a mothers worry And she nor my son are parents I am gifted from my third child Wondering when she too will take care of herself She is returning back to waitressing And not pursue her phlebotomist license This I cannot stop wondering about Or to use her culinary degree Wondering Left here sad Wondering Wondering if Heavenly Father touch my sister She helped me so much She loves me My baby sister Wondering Me
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05-15-2016, 03:22 PM | #42 | |||
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l wonder why I can't just talk on this pad like I do on my phone
I wonder if Eva knows that I thought about her on Mothers day said a quiet prayer that her children would show her a little love. I wonder that I have galloping poison ivy I wonder what the realtor will tell us tomorrow about selling this old house now that she has researched it for a week. I wonder about the tragic suicide death of our daughter friend and the heartbreaking honesty in her obituary. . l wonder if I can leave hugs for the room
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05-16-2016, 08:47 AM | #43 | |||
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I wonder if Eva knows if she is in my thoughts
I wonder if Alffe's poison ivy will get better soon? I wonder if Alffe knows how sad I feel for her friends' loss, while still feeling conflicted about hearing there was "heartbreaking honesty" in the obituary |
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"Thanks for this!" says: | bizi (05-18-2016), DMACK (05-20-2016), eva5667faliure (05-16-2016), FeelinGoofy (05-16-2016), Wren (05-16-2016) |
05-16-2016, 10:23 PM | #44 | |||
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I wonder about all this stinkin, rainy, flooding, tornadic weather we have been having. makes it very triggering. sigh.... Friday will be the one year anniv of my younger brothers drowning.
i wonder if it is ok to admit the "dark side" has sure been calling my name the past couple months. wondering if i can leave a hug for our room
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05-17-2016, 05:27 AM | #45 | |||
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It certainly is a trigger Wonder if I could tell you I am right there with you However You and I breath for a reason I wonder what it is I need to still have to experience For the dark side is close Wonder if the light could shine for us Wonder if we could find the sun inside us how differently we would feel Trigger the weather has been hurtful Barometer killing everything Goofy Wonder if I could mention how awesome this place is Not able to understand why I am going through the stuff at hand I just don't understand it Yet I trust it will reveal a sunny day And a happy smile in our heart and soul We are important You are important We a have a purpose Thank you for sharing I feel horrible simply from how the weather is this morning I will push through the day May your heart feel the sun Love Me
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05-17-2016, 07:41 AM | #46 | |||
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I wonder if Goofy knows it takes strength to admit that the "dark side" has been calling and a lot of self-awareness to recognize our own triggers
I wonder if everyone effected by the harsh weather lately knows I am thinking of them, and hope that they, their loved ones, and their property are safe |
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05-21-2016, 11:02 AM | #47 | |||
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Oh yes, I have wandered
Filled with wonder Driven by overwhelming issues Of family And of work And of life Yet I have wondered how my friends here have fared Praying in wonder that calls from the dark will go unfollowed Wondering how all have been through Mother's Day and myriad graduation Wondering at life which launches anew for many who have achieved degrees Wondering at creeping Poison Ivy? Oh....itch! Wondering at changes in life, and praying for the best Wondering why we endured the blaring sun for so long from the skylight in our bedroom!!!! Oh, the blissful restfulness of a Saturday morning sleeping in because we inexpensively jammed foam in that blasted skylight thus darkening our room......YAY! Wondering that it took me so long to return here among you...... |
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06-06-2016, 06:25 AM | #48 | |||
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Wonder if I could hold on for just a bit longer
as I am withering slowly and it s.u.c.k.s So much energy is taken out of me in my day Wonder how much longer it will be this hard Wonder if we could get lucky enough to hit the numbers and there be some financial relief Wonder how it will be as time goes on it is a small income I am working with It is so difficult to not wonder how it got like this How did it all get like this Wonder if My desires will fade People are not in my life It to by choice There is no true relationship I can speak of that doesn't require approval from And this I do not need I look to Heavenly Father and ask for true sincere love in return Not a hard thing for me to do Yet for strangers to judge and pull one down for ones own selfish reasons not what I look for Wonder if my father is the one who suffered with the mutation and it be the base host of all his problems I still wonder about him Just this weekend Me and my sister were talking about the day She tells me Her then grammer school teacher she seen many years later told her how she heard the shot early in the morning of April 8th thinking it was her veteran father with his guns Wonder how many others heard the shot He was found in the second car white station wagon Around the corner from the house What was he feeling How sad must he have been To endure sadness like mine Makes me wonder
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06-08-2016, 02:35 PM | #49 | |||
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I wonder if we will survive europe
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06-09-2016, 07:50 AM | #50 | |||
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