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Wondering if it is the constant
continual return to neurotalk
keeps my Spirit alive

Wondered many times and swore I was
the only one going through the things I am

Wondering if one might think of
helping another
to get out of yourself

Wondering if my mother thinks about us
her children grandchildren and great grandchild
While she has the holidays with her live in ex husband
and his four children and family

Wondering if my sister is feeling lonely
A single fourty seven years old and will
have a full hysterectomy due to cervical cancer

Wondering if my other sister in the hospital with an infection

Wondering if her alcoholic and heroin riddled body
Who had a liver transplant and drank the day he left the hospital
brought the drugs to my sisters home and introduced it to her
as the ultimate pain reliever
A recipient twice with fusing her right hand and wrist
then lower back

Wonder if she will fall hard
As her husband is in the hospital with failing
kidneys
Liver team drop him from their care

Wondering if these fingers and feet will ever
let up

Wonder if doctor Kevin Tracey of neurology
Based in NYC in my backyard
Has the ticket with his promising
study on inflammation
The beginning and sign something is wrong
Wish I was one of a handful in his study
One unnamed person cured of ailment

Wonder if the weather change will happen quickly
And life for the trees animals fish birds feilds of grain
will deteriorate at a mega speed
Watched "extinction"
Chinese have refused the shark fin soup
when a commercial from this T.V. Special
Of a shark left at the bottom of the ocean
Unable to swim
It had NO fins
So saddened when I seen this

Wondering if I could share a hug with all of you