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Old 12-25-2015, 02:30 AM #1
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Wondering about how much you have had on your 'plate'.

Sending thoughts for a speedy recovery for your son... so young!

take care there... next year has to be a better year for you hey?!
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Old 12-25-2015, 08:10 AM #2
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Wondering about how much you have had on your 'plate'.

Sending thoughts for a speedy recovery for your son... so young!

take care there... next year has to be a better year for you hey?!
Wondering if I can Truly say thank you
It has been a heck of a ride most my life

Wondering if I can say merry Christmas to you and you're

Wondering if our brother the Son of God Almighty
Knowing my heart and his awesome strength
was the one carring me when I just couldn't many
times

Wondering if I can help others understand I have been blessed
by the presence of the Spirit and understand this is my life's path
and wouldn't have it any other way

Wondering except for one thing
My body failing me

Wondering if I can take it one moment at a time

Wondering if all woke in the Spirit
Many suffer depression and follow thru on their
fatal attempts

Wondering if they have someone to love them
See here I go on and on
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I wonder why my aunt and sister couldn't send me a text to say, "Merry Christmas" even though I left them voice mails...
I wonder if they're punishing me for my s/s attempt last year.

I know this isn't a "wonder," but I'm sorry about your son Eva. I hope he gets well soon.
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I wonder about Hippiechick.

so glad the holidays are coming to an end. heres to a new year, new beginnings, and a new normal.
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wondering how many tears have i cried in my lifetime

wonder if i could find a way to keep a happy mood going
they are so short lived

wonder if in this year i'll have a very special someone to love
and be loved in return

wonder if my daughter will have a better year
conquering her addiction and not be sucked into the abyss
she has a child who is waiting

wondering if my father is at peace
in his afterlife

wonder if sadness and depression can be eradicated
with the understanding it is part of this families history
and it is okay

wondering how all are holding up

wondering if i can say thank you for having a place to come to

wondering why my sister is having some complications
after having a complete hysterectomy
a possible bacterial infection
the hospital called her
and she has diarrhea

wonder if it will subside in less than 48 hours
if not directly to er

wondering if my eldest will not have anymore complications
she too will have a procedure to relieve a kidney stone that is lodged somewhere i cannot pronounce

wondering if i'll ever stop wondering
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Will not stop wondering at the love in this place

Wonder at the many needs and whether blessings might abound

Wonder whether cancer, depression, hurts and pain might be banned from all

Wonder at my own absence as Abby does her own, along with a dose of hope for her schoolwork

Wonder about those Alffe tacos......since I am so fond of Hispanic food

Wonder as I wander at this time of Epiphany about miracles and what they mean for us

Wonder at the blessing I know because my SCS stim is still reliable

Wonder whether I, too, may leave hugz
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how it can be done

Wondering when I can take a deep breath of relief
everything will be taken care of

Wondering if I can help her see it isn't over
it is the change that needs to be made

Wondering what the heck is wrong with the medical community
and the responsibility of dispensing medication that can kill so blatantly no reguards to addiction

Wondering when MENTAL DISRUPTION TO ONES BRAIN will be taken seriously

Wondering why I do not see any improvements in the hospitals in my neighborhood

Wondering why all talk no action

Wondering when MY doctors will get their turd together
something underlying is going on
Scratch head
Scratch head
Scratch head

Wondering about the wondering
I could go on forever

Wondering if the day will be calm
while it is week three the fibromyalgia
on back is out of control

Wondering if this feeling of being burned will just stop

Wondering if I will ever be able to let go of the mistakes that were made on this body

Wondering how it will be five years from now

Wondering if happiness could last a little bit longer

Wondering if my depression will ever be lifted
as it is part of my daily routine
Fighting it off every morning
The tears I cry every morning
The pain I suffer every single moment
of my waking and in sleep mode will I one day
Snap

Wondering

Just

Wondering

Wondering
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