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12-22-2015, 10:06 PM | #11 | ||
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I haven't been on here in a long time. I thought I could hold on a bit longer but I can't. I HATE this season and, after last night, I don't find any reason to stay here. I'll take my chances with what happens after I die. I'm too tired to do this anymore. I can't "pretend" anymore. To T, I will always love you...you're the only one who matters. You could have done a lot better than me. I'm sorry.
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12-22-2015, 10:23 PM | #12 | |||
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Hold on hippiechick. I'm sorry it's feeling so bad.
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12-23-2015, 07:49 AM | #13 | |||
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Dear hippiechick,
I realize you posted last night. I hope that you are still safe... I'm sorry you're in so much pain Know that you can talk here. We're listening. Please let us know you are safe. I will check back periodically today to see if you've posted, so I can respond to you. Please talk to a friend or family member and let them know how you are feeling. Give your family and friends the opportunity to let you know how much they love you- this may help give you the strength to hold on. As bad as things may seem, with some intervention and some time, things can get better. If you're seeing a psychiatrist, NP, or therapist please get in touch with them today. It was exactly a year ago today that I tried to take my own life. I would do anything to take it back. Hurting myself did not take the pain away. It made everything worse. I inflicted irreparable emotional damage upon my family and myself. If you're having strong suicidal thoughts, and you have a plan and/or written a letter, I urge you to go to the ER. You should be in a safe place. No matter what is going on in your life right now, it's worth saving. Sincerely, Kay Last edited by OhKay; 12-23-2015 at 07:49 AM. Reason: Add |
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12-23-2015, 08:02 AM | #14 | |||
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I want you to know Everyday I fight to stay alive Why I don't have the answer to that My father checked out when I was nineteen I left a horrific up bringing Married for all the wrong reasons Had four children And am alone since December 30th 1984 Never have I found the need to have a stranger be in my children's life A deadbeat father Lost sight of his infant child and his other babies Granted I had the strength to let him go with no regrets It is very lonely at times My babies are now adults in their early thirties my eldest will be thirty five as I turn fifty five Gave up my flight attending career for my life with my babies I cannot express to you It is not what I have to fight for Why does this brain have to know depression that manifests in me physically and mentally Like I just live day to day for what I don't have the answer to that either I do not know you But I know what you want to do Please put it off just for a bit As I ask my depression to leave and come back another time Just not today I cannot take this horrible thaught from you Just let you know I get it I too fight what you wrote Every single day since way back when I was a little girl I have doctors I take no Meds for depression The trial and error isn't the proble It is the constant withdrawals I would suffer My heart would go into arrhythmia blisters in mouth I just had enough of that My breast cancer was the icing on the cake And after removal of both breasts Talked into implants Oh but you so young I should have followed my gut My reconstruction was botched I am not about boobs I just thaught Men are so visual What if someone should enter my life for life Will have to oversee the botched job This isn't important The point It is me I need someone to see With my ailments my depression And that will be so hard to find I don't know about you If you had the opportunity to love And be loved in returning was not blessed with such love My desire to live is getting stronger slower than a snail pace Please do not give in yet Please put it off for now Just for now Love Someone who cares
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12-23-2015, 08:12 AM | #15 | |||
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We are here I so concur Please Please Hang on Lean on And never let go until you are ready Love Me
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12-23-2015, 08:21 AM | #16 | |||
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((( hippiechick ))) hang on -- one great thing about this season is that it's not very long. Please hang on and talk to us.
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12-23-2015, 09:04 AM | #17 | |||
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You've been through so much Eva
Stay strong |
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12-23-2015, 10:02 AM | #18 | |||
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We have so much to offer
Thank you for your time Sharing your experience strength and hope HOPE FOR US love Me
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12-23-2015, 12:40 PM | #19 | |||
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hippiechick --- I sure wish you would come back and tell us how things are going ...
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12-23-2015, 03:55 PM | #20 | |||
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Dear friend hipiechick....we have known each other a long time in this cyber world
PLEASE TALK to me.......... Listen to the song below my name ....don't let go dear lady this time will pass. David
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