Go Back   NeuroTalk Support Groups > >

Waiting for my last breath

Reply
 
Thread Tools Display Modes
Old 10-21-2016, 08:20 AM   #11
OhKay
Grand Magnate
 
OhKay's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jul 2009
Posts: 3,233
Default

"To believe I have a purpose
To believe I too matter
To believe I too can be happy
"

I'm glad to read these positive thoughts Eva. You do matter, and you are loved

I think you should print out your last post as a reindeer to yourself that you do have a purpose, you do matter, and you can (and have a right to) be happy
OhKay is offline   Reply With Quote
"Thanks for this!" says:
eva5667faliure (10-21-2016), PurpleFoot721 (10-24-2016)
Old 12-21-2016, 12:30 PM   #12
eva5667faliure
Grand Magnate
 
eva5667faliure's Avatar
 
Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: new jersey
Posts: 3,117
My Mood: Waiting for my last breath
Default Eighty four

He was young
47
Can't help but wonder
How badly was he feeling
To just do it
I tell my kids
If I have to fight this as they know me completely
No secrets
And have come together
How do I help my babies
Keep it real
No lies
Won't ever give up
Ever
I pray the pain disappear
Today my doctor will give me a injection in the back of my neck
It's been years
It was tempory relief
He tells me my nerve is being impinged and very angry and inflamed
Looking for some relief
Especially when at my daughter and hubby
The entire family together
Yeah hoping for relief
His birthday
Do many years ago
Gone
Me
__________________
someone who cares
eva
eva5667faliure is offline   Reply With Quote
"Thanks for this!" says:
OhKay (12-23-2016)
Old 12-23-2016, 08:39 AM   #13
OhKay
Grand Magnate
 
OhKay's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jul 2009
Posts: 3,233
Default

I don't know who you are talking about… it sounds like you are talking about someone committing s/s. I know your father did, was he 47 when he did?

Today is the anniversary of my s/s attempt. I was off my meds, manic, psychotic, and my life was in disarray, but I was also desperately hopeless. Why people try to commit suicide is often very complicated, and their loved ones are left in pain wondering why. I'm glad that I'm here today, and I'm so sorry that you were left behind with questions, Eva

I'm sorry about your neck. I had surgery at C5-6 in 2008 and it was a Godsend. I have problems above and below the fusion, but they're fairly mild. I hope your find some relief from the injection

I hope that you can enjoy having your family together
OhKay is offline   Reply With Quote
"Thanks for this!" says:
eva5667faliure (12-28-2016), ger715 (12-31-2016)
Old 12-28-2016, 10:03 AM   #14
eva5667faliure
Grand Magnate
 
eva5667faliure's Avatar
 
Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: new jersey
Posts: 3,117
My Mood: Waiting for my last breath
Default

Quote:
Originally Posted by OhKay View Post
I don't know who you are talking about… it sounds like you are talking about someone committing s/s. I know your father did, was he 47 when he did?

Today is the anniversary of my s/s attempt. I was off my meds, manic, psychotic, and my life was in disarray, but I was also desperately hopeless. Why people try to commit suicide is often very complicated, and their loved ones are left in pain wondering why. I'm glad that I'm here today, and I'm so sorry that you were left behind with questions, Eva

I'm sorry about your neck. I had surgery at C5-6 in 2008 and it was a Godsend. I have problems above and below the fusion, but they're fairly mild. I hope your find some relief from the injection

I hope that you can enjoy having your family together
yes he was forty seven
i have so many times asked myself
if the stressors are as loud as mine are
and i manage to still hang on is the baffling thing
a note was left
it is the load i think about
i carry my cross
and want to be around and fight the fight
i'm just hoping i can be that example to my family
it will take my family
my village of people to help me when i can't do fo myself anymore
i wake up and say this is not a way to live
and push through it
his birthday this month
he has been gone since 4/8/80
may he be resting
thanks for the well wishes
be well love me
__________________
someone who cares
eva
eva5667faliure is offline   Reply With Quote
"Thanks for this!" says:
OhKay (12-31-2016)
Old 12-31-2016, 09:01 AM   #15
OhKay
Grand Magnate
 
OhKay's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jul 2009
Posts: 3,233
Default

I'm sorry that you deal with so much

Thank you for the well wishes... I hope that you can have a good New Year's and a better 2017 is in the cards for you
OhKay is offline   Reply With Quote
"Thanks for this!" says:
eva5667faliure (12-31-2016)
Reply

Tags
breath, day, feel, life, love

Thread Tools
Display Modes

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off

Forum Jump

Similar Threads
Thread Thread Starter Forum Replies Last Post
Out of breath proudest_mama Parkinson's Disease 12 03-28-2009 01:27 PM
Does Anyone Have Shortness of Breath? Kitty Multiple Sclerosis 23 03-12-2008 07:51 PM
Breath taking allentgamer Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy (RSD and CRPS) 10 10-26-2007 10:33 PM
Bad breath can be all in your head DocJohn Health News Headlines 0 10-13-2007 01:40 PM
Can I watch his last breath? befuddled2 Bipolar Disorder 15 09-14-2007 07:17 AM


All times are GMT -5. The time now is 02:08 AM.
Brought to you by the fine folks who publish mental health and psychology information at Psych CentralMental Health Forums

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment
provided by a qualified health care provider. Always consult your doctor before trying anything you read here.


Powered by vBulletin • Copyright ©2000 - 2017, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Search Engine Optimisation provided by DragonByte SEO v2.0.31 (Lite) - vBulletin Mods & Addons Copyright © 2017 DragonByte Technologies Ltd.

All posts copyright their original authors • Community GuidelinesTerms of UsePrivacy Policy
NeuroTalk Archives