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Old 05-11-2017, 03:54 PM #441
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Sending you virtual hugs Eva, no one should have to endure what you are going through. I pray those caught out in their lies are moved on swiftly & you can get the time back to focus on much needed rest & sleep. How sad you must feel. I'm so sorry you have had to go through this.
Ps thank you for your note, I will take heed.
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Having a problem getting a decent night of sleep
Management call close to the end of the day
No written explanation what happened to my file
And thank goodness I always had a person witness to what happened all the times I had to go downstairs
All of a sudden
The the other acting young manager to her Roslyn
Hold on to your socks
I reminded her I was promised a letter by Thursday afternoon explaining all that happened
She said the young lady won't be in until Monday
She misteriously did not work yesterday or today
I asked her to put it in writing
ready
She says
I don't know how to type
"I don't know how to type"
Do this smell like poo or what
"I don't know how to type"
I called the assigned fella working on this all
Then she says after I told her
"I will have to call HMFA and tell him what you are telling me"
Then I get
"MAYBE she will be in Friday"
Today
I will go down and see for myself
I want to see her for myself
This is s joke to these people
It hurts to take the elevator
What kind of people get off doing things like this
Why would they play serious games like this
Is this what Heavenly Father have me do so maybe her devious ways will change
I am well prepared
We shall see
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Old 05-13-2017, 06:14 AM #443
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Default She was there

A cheezy letter if you ask me
Luckily I have enough to show
who is harassed
I'm sick of it
Just sick of it
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Old 05-19-2017, 05:39 PM #444
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Default Dismissed

Yet no changes
Just waiting
Stepping back from it all
And it's worse then ever
Holding office accountable
The weekend here
She just won't quit
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As they continue to reach out when they need me
And then it soon goes sour
Nobody is listening
I speak from experience
I couldn't do it alone or my way for that matter
And until this is understood
I have no control in any of it
Does that mean if I express to them I cannot continue or conversation on a subject I have experience in and work it
is where I have to step back and away
And it hurts each and every time
Will it ever happen in my time to see my family not be so angry at God and to take responsibility of their own behavior
To do something about
It is free
No necessary to share
Recommended to just listen
Just listen to the persons who are exactly where they are in their own lives
My nineteen year old is crushing me and a vicious cycle has begun
As the extreme attitude that emeniates form her
When just asking her to make her bed
And ignore me
Roll her eyes
I feel so used
Having to carry her as she still hasn't begun school like she says she wants to
Or get a job
Yup no work for two years
As her father gives her money for fun times
But she won't put any money on the laundry card
Or laundry detergent and softener
She likes that soft feel I provided
So used I am
I give gave till there isn't anymore to give
I do not have the capabilities to work anymore
She knows this and sees what's happening
Crushed I am
I have but my own capabilities
I got sick
And had no control over that
My hands and feet hurt so badly
They have a heartbeat of pain
I cannot make it stop
And this she cannot see
But I feel
And still am forced to do the dishes
I cry as only Heavenly Father knows
And I put my body into his hands
My mind heart and soul
And to take my last breath without resolve
Would be so sad
Hoping for a happy summer
We are members of the twin pool
Put into Heavenly Fathers hand and the office for the threat and disruption stop with the above tenant
Holding my breath
I am still needed
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Hi Eva. I just wanted you to know that I was thinking of you and sending heartfelt hugs your way.
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Hi Eva. I just wanted you to know that I was thinking of you and sending heartfelt hugs your way.
Feeling it
When I need it the most
Blessed am I with wonderful
Lovely people here
Warm ones
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Two days MIA
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I'm on my way home
Walk on say do you want to see my tattoo
I said
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Eva,
Please let Corissa know I think of her often. She is so much more than she gives herself credit for. To settle for not taking advantage of school or even working or helping out is not who she really is.

I have said it in the past and Corissa knows I feel we are connected. I hope and pray she will take advantage of these years to form the person who will rise to knowing she did all she could; whether in business or whatever career she is willing to put the effort to do what is necessary. I believe in her.

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Please let Corissa know I think of her often. She is so much more than she gives herself credit for. To settle for not taking advantage of school or even working or helping out is not who she really is.

I have said it in the past and Corissa knows I feel we are connected. I hope and pray she will take advantage of these years to form the person who will rise to knowing she did all she could; whether in business or whatever career she is willing to put the effort to do what is necessary. I believe in her.

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Absolutely
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Anxiously waiting on the sidelines
It is a difficult road in a difficult culture of kids
So difficult to find their way
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