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02-25-2017, 09:13 AM | #31 | |||
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Heaven forbid your not in a click
It happened when I was a kid 56 now My children in their thirties the sham s**t And then my nineteen year old I almost lost her to the evil in this world The hardest relationship ever But took her out of school twice School a major ingredient along with others that screwed up the start of her life Now my granddaughter loves lives school But there are children who are very hurtful And mean I it is sad that a five year old child can beep mean and hurtful to other children and no respect for the teachers This tell me so much that is not happening in schools My years I dove into sewing cooking shop gym I was the tallest girl in the school I am 5'10" tall Was given the name big bird That bothered me terribly Couldn't do anything about how some were going to be I had to find myself in school I concur You need to find that one special someone Do you go to the school library You may want to check it out Just a try No talking necessary Let the body do the talking Getting yourself into a scenario And the opportunity to meet that special someone And plenty are out there I get the trust part of it all That comes with starting a connection All else will follow We need to put ourselves out there I know how it felt when I was in school Then around junior year I began to empower myself It attracted people who wanted more than I was ever willing to give Complex it always was As it was for my babies They were involved Band music games school paper And so on It was not easy for them This is all true You empower yourself You are someone who matters just like the next Make it matter On your side Your cheerleader Go Sammy go Time to have some fun Love
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03-18-2017, 05:49 PM | #32 | ||
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Hi guys,
Just an update and need to vent. I have so much anxiety and depression all the time now. It just follows me everywhere. I really think this whole life is pointless and just wish a plague wiped out the earth so I don't have to deal with this **** we call society. The sad part is, it's not even that my life is that bad. I go to school, have a roof over my head, etc. But I have SO much anxiety and just feel like a piece of dirt with no meaning or purpose. I'm trying to make friends and be social because I realize my depression and anxiety gets worse when I'm sitting in my room alone all day (currently in my room alone! what fun!!) I used to hang out with this one kid all the time when I was little, and I really like him as a person and hes super fun to be around. And when we are together, we always seem to laugh and I always have a good time. But for the past years, we only really talk in school and never hang out or stay in touch. I've been trying to text and snapchat him, but he rarely answers and seems like he doesn't really care about me. I really want to hang out with him and do normal teenager things but I just can't seem to do it. I keep trying but It doesn't work. Besides, why would he ever want to hang with me? He has millions of better people to be around.. I'm worthless.... For those of you going to recommend to make other friends, I have plenty of friends INSIDE school but I don't feel comfortable hanging out with them outside of school, they just don't get me. But I KNOW this one kid does, be he just ignores me now. |
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03-18-2017, 08:26 PM | #33 | |||
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I am sorry you are having these troubles. Why not try to hang out with your school friends? Take up a sport?
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03-19-2017, 07:15 AM | #34 | |||
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Oh dear Sammy All the questions you must be asking yourself Your not alone And being as young as yourself You have but time to find your way For some of us life's not just so easy And to think that you are the only one who has this intense emotion is stressful You want friends I know you do And bizi mentioned a very helpful suggestion Sometimes we who suffer anxiety and to those who don't haven't any idea what you are feeling Make no mistake there are many You sometimes have to step out of your comfort zone And push through the negative thoughts Especially the ones where you feel nobody wants to be your friend It hurts to the bone You can make a difference Look for that other your person who is having a hard time just look close they are among you Help them get through the process of this difficult time in your life I promise you this Nothing is permanent You matter more than you know yet Open your heart Close your eyes but see Touch and feel If I have but one thing to offer is this You know the you you are And who you want to become Give yourself a break and time that will be the answer to all our questions Time Will Tell Do you believe Sammy That you matter Do you understand that We all deserve the opportunity to be a part of this place we call earth You matter You are not alone And you will find your way Do not step in your own way You are going through a very trying time Hang on dear Sam Don't let go You will find your way TIME GIVE IT TIME I am cheering for happier times And step away from the technical world Go outside and do something different Go to a dog park if you like animals Volunteer your services to children in hospitals Just suggestions You will find your way Love Me Was thinking Sammy do you have a school that offers after school events Do you like to read like a book club Had you on my mind
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03-25-2017, 09:18 AM | #35 | |||
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I'm sorry things are so hard Sam
It's terrible to feel rejected by a friend like that Are you sure it's just you he's blowing off? Some people have a habit of doing that to just about everyone. Either way, you could think about changing your approach by contacting him in a different way or asking him to meet up to do something different that may appeal to him more. Is it completely out of the realm of possibility that one or more of your other in-school friends could learn to "get" you if given the opportunity? You are upset that you aren't being given a chance, but are you giving other people a chance? Reaching out is hard in social situations at any age, but harder in high school. And things are obviously more complicated for you Feel free to vent anytime. And feel free to let us know that it IS just a vent… I did get that, but I couldn't resist suggesting you try to work with that you already have friend-wise. I'm sorry I'm going to continue to wish for the best for you Sam Kay |
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03-25-2017, 10:10 PM | #36 | ||
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Sam,
Dealing with anxiety is really rough. I know that feeling all too well. You've mentioned in a past post about working and what's the sense, etc., etc.; but as you pretty much indicated.... "what's the sense of you sitting in your room?? At least working will get you out. You'll get to talk with customers or the people you work with. Yes you are right; if we live long enough we will grow old. And there will be good times and some not so good times. But that takes effort. Are you up to the task?? If your family didn't work; you wouldn't even have the room you are sitting in or the food you are eating. So, if nothing else; there are some positives to working; even might enjoy certain foods or games, that you picked for yourself with your own earnings. Yes, you have had some pretty nasty side effects going on; but all the more reason to try to change it. You might even find others enjoy your company with a "new attitude. Whatcha got to loose??? Sam, I hope I haven't been too up front with you; but I think you might just prefer that. I'm glad you come to NT and give us a chance to respond; why......because we care.... Please stay in touch. Gerry |
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03-26-2017, 07:22 AM | #37 | |||
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Gerry, I think that a job is a wonderful suggestion if that is a possibility for Sam
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07-19-2017, 07:17 AM | #38 | |||
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Want you to know I think about you
And hope higher education is a thought You are the future With many calling themselves Generation x Whatever it take to get this world back on track To many derailments The power in the hands of our children You have much to offer I was wondering should you find yourself in a better place did you ever think of becoming a councilor to young ones going through life when nobody is listening For the young who want to give up Just a thought Hope you are coming into understanding yourself Oh how I wish your life be all you want it to be Love Me
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08-17-2017, 08:01 AM | #39 | |||
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Thinking of you
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10-13-2017, 05:10 AM | #40 | |||
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Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you
I pray things are getting easier The world is so complicated Keep it simple I miss when I was a little girl how simple things were This way before any computers and how technology took over Especially in the wrong hands I hope you have found that special friend Anyhow thinking of you Be well Love Me
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