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09-11-2007, 08:28 PM
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I'm not feeling well emotionally or physiclly and having a hard time with my thoughts. I had the VNS implanted and got a staph infection which flattened me. I had to wait two weeks to heal before they could turn it on. tomorrow they flick the switch. I've had more ECTs which I didn't want and just feel so confused and my memory is so bad. I'm just so worn out from all this. But I know what I have to do but how do you say goodbye to loved ones? I never had a chance. I don't know how this is going to feel tomorrow but they told me I wouldn't know it. But they also told me I wouldn't "feel" the ECTs either. I believe in miracles and I believe in the power of prayer. This just has to be the answer to give me my life back. I've missed you all so much and I always include everyone at NT in my prayers at night.
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09-11-2007, 09:29 PM
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oh BJ
I am praying that the switch on will have a really good result for you sending much love your way Cheri
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09-11-2007, 09:49 PM
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Sending you prayers and love.
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09-11-2007, 10:22 PM
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Adding my prayers BJ and sending you positive thoughts for a good outcome.
You couldn't possibly be trying any harder to save your own life...I can't tell you how much I admire your courage and determination. You are the true defination of a survivor.
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09-12-2007, 12:13 AM
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I hope the VNS works for you. You really could use a break! I'm pulling for you. 
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09-12-2007, 09:15 AM
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BJ, I"m adding my prayers and positive thoughts as well....
Hang on to that hope..... you are such an inspiriration!!! {{{HUGS}}}}} vicky Last edited by FeelinGoofy; 09-12-2007 at 09:16 AM. Reason: typos.... |
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09-12-2007, 01:07 PM
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 (((((((BJ))))))))))))) You are a strong, courageous soul.  I'm so sorry you are scared.  You have touched me. Thank you for that. I don't know what else to say except that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Addy |
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09-12-2007, 08:29 PM
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Dear Girlie,
Thank you for posting... You have been thru so much, I did not think they could give you more ect treatments with out your consent....that makes me so upset.... You are being so brave in all of this..... just adding to the hugs from your family here. ((((HUGS)))) bizi
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09-13-2007, 08:34 AM
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Just wanted to leave you a hug dear girl.
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09-13-2007, 09:27 AM
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(((BJ))) It makes me so sad that you are so sad and depressed.
 I continue to send you positive thoughts.And I want you to know this. Alffe's words are truer than true. Everyday that I was at her house, she would mention you and talk about how much she admired you. We both do as does this entire community here. It's times like this I wish we could all be together physically in one big community where we could visit whenever we wanted in person.
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