this has been re-written over and over throughout the course of inhumanity.
sameolesongandance aka:
my version:
ISBN: (_!_) aka butt hugs...

Have you ever been in love?

Horrible isn't it?
It makes one feel so vulnerable.
It opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. biggg timmme!

I had built up all these defenses, like a whole suit of armour, so that nothing could hurt me again, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wandered into my stupid life...

I gave him a piece of my heart.
ya -You didn't ask for it. You did something dumb one night, like kiss me and make love to me,then marry me -
and then my life wasn't my own anymore.

Love takes hostages.
It gets inside you. It consumes you .
Then out of the blue - he leaves you crying in the darkness,
a simple a phrase like
'do not fence me in'
turns into a glass splinter working its way into my bloody heart.
It hurts like helll.

No! Not just in the imagination.
No! Not just in the mind.
my soul- is hurt, and bloody -
words have teeth, they are real

-when someone you thought loves you -
then that love grows cold -
his words haphazardly have already gotten-inside- of me
-the words that had made me feel joy and laughter
-Now for some unknown reason rips-me -apart with pain.

I hate love!

I agree with George on this one -
I am counting on the cursing filter!

When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too".
F**k off. What good is a gawdamn cake you can't eat it? What should I eat, someone else's cake instead? - George Carlin

Does Tena need a hug today?????

I'm not sure where you're going with this, but if you've been hurt, my heartfelt best wishes for a speedy recovery.

Yes, it hurts to have someone tear into your heart.

yes - juast a small dagger in the heart...
you always hurt the one you love, because if you did not care -
one would not be touched with pain...

I love love -the hate emotion - I'd rather have nothing to do with.
luv
&

http://www.shadowdance.com/cgjung/cgjung.html


Things are different with Luna: every month she is darkened and extinguished; she cannot hide this from anybody, not even from herself. She knows that this same Luna is now bright and now dark — but who has ever heard of a dark sun? We call this quality of Luna “women's closeness to nature,” and the fiery brilliance and hot air that plays round the surface of things we like to call “the masculine mind.”

the shadow is the darker side of ourselves: ie: Dr.Carl G. Jung

The task of midlife is not to look into the light, but to bring light into the
darkness. The latter procedure, however, is disagreeable and therefore not popular.
CW 13: Alchemical Studies, p335

another quote by Jung

We know that the wildest and most moving dramas are played not in the theatre but in the hearts of ordinary men and women who pass by without exciting attention, and who betray to the world nothing of the conflicts that rage within them except possibly by a nervous breakdown. What is so difficult for the layman to grasp is the fact that in most cases the patients themselves have no suspicion whatever of the internecine war raging in their unconscious. If we remember that there are many people who understand nothing at all about themselves, we shall be less surprised at the realization that there are also people who are utterly unaware of their actual conflicts.

"New Paths in Psychology" (1912). In CW 7: Two Essays on Analytical Psychology. P.425

Brings to mind the old radio show.....who knows what evil lurks in the heart of men......The Shadow Knows! Yikes that program scared me!

yes- my dear dad his name was Gus, he liked Carl Gustav Jung,
he was a grief counselor after the death of my mom his wife of well 40 years.
they shared a marriage that was not perfect -but hell what is?
they had 7 children, and lost 7 children, but they loved one another, even when they were angry - etc.
my father told me a million times - make your life bitter or better, and learn above all things wisdom -that is something you find out usually after you have seen that road that leads to nowheresville and have learned
that it's a waste of life to go there again.
my dad's father was from the macedonian area of yugoslavia - the greeks...

my dad loved " the shadow radio show too", he said they sat around the radio and stared into it like a TV, and when he was telling us about it, he would say in his very deep voice - sounded kinda like Jason Robards.

what evil lurks in the hearts and the minds of men -only the Shadow knows -
heh heh -evil laughter!
and me and my little sister would be very well entertained.

take care my dear!

Tena... why did you say your father "lost 7 children?" I don't understand...

The love that hurt me the most in my life was my first love...
my alcoholic father...
and then my alcoholic husband....

and now my estranged son...

I don't like the word stupid....
but yeah... maybe I was stupid too...
hell, yeah, I was stupid...
... maybe I'm still stupid...

but I'm liking me more and more everyday... and until I completely love me... I probably won't stop making mistakes and being stupid...