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a friend for benton.

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:eek: alffe! were calling bizi old? :(i'm the same age as bizi. :D:confused: :wink:

(((BJ))) I hope you and Benton are doing will. Keeping you in my prayers. :hug:

Just clicking on "Thanks" here won't work ...........
Curious - you made me laugh out loud. Thank you. I needed that.

I wish BJ would get back here and we could make her laugh.

I clicked on all the thanks but it doesn't say from my heart how much it means to me to know that people care. :heartthrob: I'm sorry I retreated but I feel like such an idiot right now and feel like I've let people down. I tried so hard at my job to get along and blow things off then get suspended. Then I try to sit for the exam and don't even remember to renew my license. And the holidays are bearing down on me. I used to love the holidays and I still do but it's just too painful with all the memories. Today I put up my Christmas tree and cried through the whole thing putting on the ornaments my mom gave me every year. Of course Benton went right under it and made it his little spot. :hug:

Bizi no way are you or any one bugging me. :hug: I'm sorry for worrying you, I don't mean to. I just tend to retreat within myself when things get bad. And tomorrow I'm going back to work and have no idea if I'll even have a job once the partners find out I never sat for the exam. I'm sure everyone will have a field day once they know I forgot to renew my license. :o

I'm going to try to grin Alffe all the way to work tomorrow. :D

(((BJ)))... more than anything, please understand that most of us here understand why you retreat. We retreat, too... and its OK to retreat... :hug: ... its HEALTHY to retreat! ... so... no apologies needed sweetie :hug:

When life overwhelms... I retreat

When life overwhelms... I come here

When life overwhelms... I learn to make choices that are healthy for me at that time.

xooxoxoo everyone :grouphug: