I hope this didn't come out wrong Curious. I didn't mean it to sound like I don't want to be here or come here. That's the furthest thing from my mind. I need support and since all I have is my therapist I need something else. Gosh you have no idea how many times I've called her in the wee hours of the morning. But when I don't feel like I can give I shy away. My words don't come out right anymore but I hope this makes sense.

Here's my lack of memory again. I can't remember that show where you had life lines. Here's my life line. When I got home from work today I grabbed the camera right away and caught Benton hiding under the tree. I can't keep ornaments on the bottom, only little animals, because he bops them off.

nope. didn't come out wrong bj. i know that it isn't that you don't want to come here, but maybe show up and don't know what to say. been there do that myself.

so that is why i said..lurk...or if you don't feel like you can come..cuz you aren't sure what or if you can post..it's ok. or heck..come be yappy with me.

i think you saw that you do give. see...we care. we know you care. right now you need the support. we can give. that makes me feel awesome. so ya see...without even trying...you are helping and giving to me. i know when i need support, it will be there. lots of give and take. it's what makes our little world here go round and round.

life line...hmmm...oh..that was millionaire. lol. took me a bit. i kept thinking of that red headed english lady. kindy snotty, but i got a kick out of her. lol..now i can't think of that show.


oh my gosh. i can't wait for the kiddo's to get up and see benton! no..wait... they will want a kitty.

well..i'm off for the night. idiot me keeps getting up when hubby does. 3:30am.

rest well.

Ahhhhh... Benton is so cute!

Aren't we luckt to have our kitties!
Thanks for photo sharing!

I'm in love with Benton.

Been fighting the beast myself. Hasn't been this bad in awhile. Don't even answer the phone when friends call.

(((((DOODY))))))
Darn, I knew it!
WHY WHY WHY... why do we have to suffer.

I'm on medication, for crying out loud...

I'm so so sad that you're sad....


and sad that I'm sad....

and I know this will pass...

..............

'The Weakest Link' .... I just had to log in to leave that here for you .... in case you are up at 3:30am and then you can't sleep because you still can't remember the name of that show.

BJ - what an adorable photo of Benton! Thanks for the smile!

I just had to bump this up cause I needed a Benton "fix". *grin