Hello doody, hey everyone!
Happy New Year to you all!
Sorry i have not been around too much lately, i don't want to take up too much space and i am now lucky to have the support of my family. It has been 9 weeks on these new meds now, and about 5wks on the anti-psychotics. To be honest i am not sure how everything is going...i'm sorry that i sound so wishy washy as usual. I feel that i should be more enthusiastic because you have all offered me such an amazing support and i want to be better for you all. I am definately functional again, thoughts are there but not as gripping as they were. I'm up and down alot still. I'm back to wondering if that is because i am on the path to getting better or because i have mood swings - i'm back to the thoughts i had at 18yrs!
Who knows...?
I've decided that my 2 parts need to talk more so that i can eventually become one, so every night i pay both of them some attention and i think that this is a good thing because i'm learning more about them, i've learnt the other ones name now! Maybe soon she will come out of her corner...
Thank you for caring. How are you all?