[Alffe]

I think that's what Kimmy called it. You find yourself in that black hole of depression, tired of living, tired of hurting and pretty much feeling hopeless.

We have all been there and probably will be there again...it's the road of life.
(Now I'll have to look that up)

Why me God? Is it too much to ask for a little break here? That's when you need to take baby steps...lower your expectations that there will be a miracle..or maybe you'll win the lottery. (Money won't make you happy either)

It will get better...I've learned that life changes, sometimes for the worse but usually for the better. You just have to gut it out somemore and know that you are not alone in this pit....we understand and are here for you.

I don't know why some deleted their posts...that isn't necessary unless you didn't want to share. Hugs for the room...and look up from the depths...there are arms reaching down to pull you up. *heart