What do you do when someone you would give your life for take's their own. Someone you couldn't wait to hold when getting off work. Someone who you could talk with till the wee hours of the morning. Someone to share your every dream with and then to create 2 perfect human beings. This is someone who shared all my pain, grief, joyfulness and love for life. They are gone forever and it is unacceptable, unforgivable. How could they leave? I don't know how I can continue, but feel I must for the two perfect children. It is their time now. Remember being a child with all those dreams? I must live in their "real world" now and put mine away. I had those dreams once, they were beautiful. Where do I go from here? ...........it truly is one day at a time. "Baby steps" Thank you David. When you hold your wife tonight, think back to all those memories you created. You are blessed, truly blessed. I wish my husband were here to talk about it.