OMG... Abbie, I told myself just night after I was feeling frustrated about my life that I was doing the best that I can! I also told that to my t-doc today. He didn't tell me to suck it up though, although I think I was telling myself that by saying "I'm doing the best that I can."... Because I am. That's all a person can do.

Does that make sense? :hug:

Love,

Hope

I just wanted you to know you are my inspiration and why I continue to sit in front of my computer most the day. Everybody has had their hardknocks, some more than others. However another day always comes out of it. How can we make it better when we have given all that we can give only to be knocked right back down again. I came here feeling like there was literally nohope left, but every day you all pick me right back up again to the functioning aproach. I function, but this just aint me. I want my life back to when everything fell into sinc. I understand now I will never have my life back and must cope and drudge forward. It is you guys that have kept me going. Bless you for the sake of my girls, Nina too! Drudge on, there is peace somewhere out there.

:hug:Abbie:hug:

your doc may have told you to "suck it up"...... but for sure you know that this is the place to blow it out:grouphug:
keeping it in just causes it to brew and stew into way more than you should have to bear....


we luv ya Abbie:Heart:

blow it out? LOLOL...gotta love that Cher....:grouphug:

"Blow it out" .... I love it! :D

Go Abbie!!!:)

Standing on a hill top, i could almost touch a cloud.

And in the far ofF distance, i could hear our ABBIE screaming loud.

I yelled back, "Dear ABBIE, its DAVID here, can you hear my call"?.

Then a shout came back from DOODY, "i'm here ABBIE if you fall".

Also in the far beyond, i could here the thudding of a ball,

LOOKING4HOPE yelled out, "Dear Abbie would you like to share my concrete wall"

Also in the distance i heard a voice sream, "ABBIE i too feel just like you"

That caring voice was FEELING GOOFY dont know how, i just knew.

"Suck it up" i heard someone shout, it must have been a Doctor [BLAH!!]

"TRY A BETTER CURE DEAR doc, AND EMOTTIONALLY UNBLOCK ER!"

"CHEMAR is that you" i yelled "Sound advice dear friend"

"Let abbie know she can SCREAM AND SHOUT & BLOW IT OUT NO END"

I shouted ,"People do you like my HILLTOP shouting shop there's a wondeful open view."

Then the wise voice of ALFFE screamed out "Abbie, girl....just do whats best for you"

Then Nohope joined in and cried out loud too! "Abbie you've helped me so much, just know i'm here for you"


High up on my hill-top i though i was all alone. Tena Louise shouted "You know what,....this place is just like home"




So Abbie MY dear friend... when life gets you down, and you really need to shout.

Shut your eyes, and climb up to my hiltop,..TAKE DEAEP BREATHS ...then BLOW......... THE LOT OF IT OUT...........


NEVER ALONE

:grouphug:

DAVID

David McCallion

came to the forum

riding on a stallion.

Sword drawn

armour worn

ready to slay

the dragon.

Depression is

a formitable foe

Dear Pter fought

him daily.

And our dear Abbie

does the same

surrounded by

this "famblie".

*grin

Hugs for the room. :grouphug:

David, that story was wonderful... Alffe, yours too. :)

I don't feel very poetic today, but I wish everyone well. :grouphug:

Love,
Hope

Okay, now that just made my day. :hug: