I know it's not a competition... I don't want it to be.... I'm sorry if it sound that way...


I just know my problems and worries are not big... they are small in the big picture... I feel terrible for posting at all... I just needed a place to vent.


I can't vent at home...family doesn't understand and doesn't want to hear it.... and my friends are tired of listening to me... I wish I could explain more...


Thank you for listening to me... I'm whining... didn't mean to... just wanted to vent.

Vent away dear Abbie...we've all felt like running away at times in our lives.
If you do decide to run...come my way, I'm waiting with a hug.

Abbie sweetie ~ I'll listen anytime.

dear Abaski,
perhaps you do need a vacation - mental health day - or just get away from the computer?
luv
tena

Abbie,
I'm very much in the same boat with you right now... my troubles seem so small compared to others, but right now i fell very overwhelmed by it all. One thing i've learned is the people here are very supportive and it doesn't matter how small or how big the problem. The main thing is to talk about it. Somebody will be here to listen, and give you a {{{HUG}}}

Boy, Abbie...

You know that I understand. I've screamed at the top of my lungs in my car once or twice. I've taken a ball down in the basement and threw it against the cement walls venting as I was throwing it as hard as I could. You'd be surprise at the amount of physical release that can have. Psst.. I really am not a maniac, I was taught to do that.

Vent all you want. Give up. Say you don't care. Get mad. Don't apologize for your feelings or your troubles not being bad enough as every one elses. There is no reason to feel guilty about it. It's your hurt and your pain and you have a right to be frustrated and mad at the world if you want.

Ya want to do it together?

Hugs,
Hope

(((Abbie)))

Thank you all....

I made it to my doc today... he told me I can run but "this" is just going to follow me everywhere I go.... he said it's never going to leave.... told me to suck it up.


At least he didn't tell me to deal with it... he knows I'm doing the best I can.


I still want to run..... but I'll probably just hide.

OMG... Abbie, I told myself just night after I was feeling frustrated about my life that I was doing the best that I can! I also told that to my t-doc today. He didn't tell me to suck it up though, although I think I was telling myself that by saying "I'm doing the best that I can."... Because I am. That's all a person can do.

Does that make sense?

Love,

Hope

I just wanted you to know you are my inspiration and why I continue to sit in front of my computer most the day. Everybody has had their hardknocks, some more than others. However another day always comes out of it. How can we make it better when we have given all that we can give only to be knocked right back down again. I came here feeling like there was literally nohope left, but every day you all pick me right back up again to the functioning aproach. I function, but this just aint me. I want my life back to when everything fell into sinc. I understand now I will never have my life back and must cope and drudge forward. It is you guys that have kept me going. Bless you for the sake of my girls, Nina too! Drudge on, there is peace somewhere out there.