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Alffe 06-09-2008 06:49 PM

I wonder if I have any postcards waiting for me at home....;)

I wonder why I remind some people of the principal...:p

I wonder why the tour guide on the boat tour made me cry by reciting the poem on the Statue of Liberty....I've heard it many times before...:o

I wonder if David will show up and say anything to nohope.....:cool:

I wonder if BMW knows that I don't do "tan".....*grin..I get basil cell instead....:confused:

I wonder when we will get to all the planned outside activities here...certainly not when it's in the ninties....

I wonder if I can leaved Bluerose a hug..:hug: It's hard to talk about it.

Curious 06-09-2008 06:58 PM

i wonder if i can tell aflle i bet she has mail? :p

i wonder if she knows she is missed? :hug:

i wonder if everyone saw that a sneeky cheeky monkey gave goofy an avatar? :p :D

Wren 06-09-2008 07:08 PM

I wonder if I can way how happy I am when I see a post by Alffe
I wonder if I can say every post by Curious is a dear sweet HOOT :D
I wonder if I can say stupid things are going on here again. Tomorrow it's off to the St. Louis hospital for another quick neuro appointment for a brain check-up, which is why I'm home tonight. Last night was another night in a motel and I think I might as well see if I can find a rent-by-the week room until I can find a "real" place to live. That means no computer unless I can find a laptop to buy and find someone to start it for me and teach me how to use it. I wonder what will happen next.

Curious 06-09-2008 07:14 PM

i wonder if wren knows that even if she buys one at walmart they will answer question? :hug:

i wonder if wren knows i am praying for her? and if she needs to help her find anything i will. :hug:

tovaxin_lab_rat 06-09-2008 08:30 PM

I wonder if everyone knows how much better I FINALLY feel! Yeah!!!

I wonder if everyone will forgive me for not getting postcards mailed yet :o

I wonder if nohope found the PM I sent her

I wonder if the Alffe's are having fun in NY?

I wonder if Wren knows that she has lots of help and prayers and support here.

I wonder if everyone knows that

I wonder if everyone knows that you all have been a great support for me these past few weeks while I have been feeling so horrible :hug:

:grouphug: for the room for all the caring people!

I wonder if Vicky knows that my Mom and sister live not far from her. ;)

nohope 06-09-2008 10:08 PM

So glad you are feeling better! Got your PM and did reply. Lots of uncertainties. Battle on. Trudge forth.

who moi 06-10-2008 12:56 AM

wondering if BMW knows that I might be a long lost sibling since we can trace our footprints and gamings and such? Hmmmmm....if you say you are a Final Fantasy's genre fan, I am going to have to say, "GET OUT!!!!" :D

I am wondering about all these reality shows...So you think you can dance, American Idol and such, and wondering if I can come up with some ideas for some shows so I can make some $$$...

wondering if shows showing competitive sheeps eating grass called, "So Ewe Think Ewe Can Graze?"

Or wondering if we can do a show about Penguins competing show and name it: Antarctic Idol?

or a show about a bunch overpaid chefs whining and being mean and whining some more cooking stuff that nobody can really afford nor have the time to cook and don't have the money to buy from a FRESH market ALL the time or get the latest fad or afford truffle relish that cost $200/lb. A show that let's them compete about who can cook the most outlandish dishes while they whine and whine and whine: "Hell's B*tching?" Or the "Ironic Chef?"

nah, maybe I'll make movies. Maybe I'll make a movie about a gangster that is really bad in math, so he uses his hits(killings) to do arithematics. 1 kill plus 1 kill plus 1 kill...I'll hire Tom Hanks brother, Plum Planks to play the role, and name the movie: "Road to Addition?"

Or maybe do a movie about a man that works in the junk yard and decides to make a super powered suit to fight crime: "Scrap Iron Man?"

I dunno...just wondering...

hugs for the broom...

Alffe 06-10-2008 05:29 AM

I wonder if sweet cheeks needs a good nights sleep.....:hug:

I wonder why he sounds as cynical as old alffe does...:confused:

I wonder if Rome is burning and we are fiddling.....:eek:

I wonder about all the flooding at home, the heat here,...

I wonder if Cheryl knows how happy I am that she's finally feeling better..:hug:

I wonder at how hard it is to type in the dark....:winky:

I wonder if it's Mr.Alffe or Morgan who's snoring...:D

I wonder if Bizi will ever change her mind and come to NY with us...:confused:

I wonder how much longer I'll continue to be able to buy 35 mill. film...

I wonder if I could operate a camera like Morgans...you can instantly see your pictures and it's pink....:D

I wonder if I'm too old to have a pink camera...

I wonder if I'll ever learn how to retrieve my phone messages..:confused:

I wonder how I get rid of this slant...

ckepi 06-10-2008 09:32 AM

I wonder if Alfie knows you're never to old for a pink camera?

I wonder if you all know how much I have missed you all every day!!!!!

Work is finally in a new routine for now any ways.:wink:

Its a heat wave and my MS sx are going batty but work is air conditioned so that helps :cool:.

Life at home is rough but I keep hoping it will get better.

I wonder if my husband will ever let himself realy be happy for any length of time?:(

Will he let go of my first husbands suicide and realize that there really was nothing any one could do to fix him? He didn't want help he wanted out.

He knew he didn't want to get old, he told me so many times but being young I didn't realize how deep his fears went.

Will my husband realize that it didn't matter whether I left my 1st husband or not he was looking for a reason to end his life and even if I had stayed he still would have found a reason.

Will he realize that I left my 1st husband for me, I couldn't stay anymore I couldn't coninue to perpetuate the cycle, I couldn't continue to be a victim. I couldn't fix some one who didn't want to be fixed.

If I had waited longer to start dating my husband would he have been less affected by my 1st husbands suicide? I left Sam before I stated dating him, I didn't even realize I wanted to date him till after I left Sam but maybe I should have waited maybe it was too soon. Maybe if I had waited he wouldn't have been so swept up in the aftermath.

I wonder if you all will forgive me maybe this isn't the thread for my darkness.

I din't even realize I had that welling up till I started typing.....

I miss talking to people, feeling connected...

I wonder how my daughter can be so happy and have such a sunny out look with all the clouds in our home.

I wonder how such a beautiful child could come from me and at least I'm getting that right.

I missed you all so much!!!

:grouphug:

Doody 06-10-2008 06:44 PM

(((Ckepi))) how wonderful to see you again, and absolutely...you share darkness, light, whatever you want in here. You'll be in my prayers tonight.

I wonder what's going on with Wren and wish I could help.

I wonder if Moi knows that when he posts my mind gets swept away with such clarity to S. Carolina, land that I love! I swear, I love that place. I surely have ocean in my background somewhere because I am so very attracted to it. West coast, not so much, even though it's uncannily beautiful up north.

I still wonder if Mr. Moose found his check and I sure hope so.

I wonder if the Alffe's are roasting. Not so roasting here, and expecting more thunderstorms tomorrow. We are all so waterlogged in Iowa. just awful. Flooding everywhere.

I wonder at the dramatic video of that home falling into the river in Wisconsin.

I also wonder at the lake in Wisconsin that disappeared. One lady they interviewed said, "If someone had told me that someday I would wake up to no lake, I never would have believed them." And yet, POOF! Lake all gone. How weird is that?

I still wonder about the crops. Dang, I don't even wanna think of how this year's crops, or lack thereof, will affect our already ailing economy. BIG sigh.

I wonder if I'll remember my camera this weekend and get much needed piccies of my adorable grandson.

I wonder how excited I am that Bruna will be 4 years old this Friday the 13th! Of course, we will celebrate and I will get pictures of her in her birthday hat. :D

OMG, FRIDAY THE 13TH! Shudder. Should stay home.

Which reminds me, my ma and pa got married on Friday the 13th in July. What WERE they thinking!?


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