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I just got my first from Twinkletoes!!! The Timpanogos Cave looks very inviting. Beautiful! Thank you Twink! I guess I better get my act into gear looking for postcards for you all

It was a very dismal day for me here in Portland. The skies were overcast this morning, as usuall. I didn't get outa bed till after 10am and just didn't want kids or puppies today. Just wanted to crawl into a hole. I am financially devestated and just don't know where to turn. I got my official judgement papers yesterday. The judgement will go through on the 7th of July. I have nothing left! What can they possibly do to me now? That is all that kept running through my head and that I need some kind of cash flow coming into me immediatly. I sold some of my husband's fishing gear today for $25 and that put milk and food in the fridge for the girls.
But then I realized I did not take my meds yesterday. Duh. It's almost like describing a drop in blood sugar in realation to my depression.

Bp, I hope you are caught up on your meds. Obviously, I can attest, it makes a world of difference!

I so keep hoping for a major turn-around for us, but feel that is literally years away!

As for the kiddos, they are really getting into the puppy thing. I desperately called a friend and told her to please take my kids, I just needed "my time" even if it were only for an hour. She will be taking them tomorrow for a while. Thank God for friends!

Thank you Twink, you made my evening!