two sweethearts deserve each other...
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((BJ)) you sound better, I hope your nasty head pain is gone. Awww, I can just see you and Hooper cuddling, bless your hearts. :heartthrob:

((BJ)) I am so glad you were able to go to the hospital and that your doctor was able to meet you there. It sounds like they have a better plan in place for next weeks treatments, I hope they are able to work for you... and that the headaches will not plaque you this time. As always, keeping you in my thoughts and prayers :hug:~Nikki

BJ
 

I sent you a PM. These ects must be tuff,but you will be OK. I know that you must be very tired physically,and mentally. The lord is present with you,for he is near those that are of a broken heart,and He will strengthen you. You will make it. Drink water,and take a deep breath from time,to time. BF:hug:

BJ . sounds like hopper needs your comfort when it is stormy and nothing beats a nice hug from one ya love :).
I hope you got some sleep and have been drinking fluids. Remember to let doc know how you feel each time you go.Tell them what things are worring you and let them know if its hard for you to sleep ... tell them all you can so they can make things as easy as they can . If you cant tell doc then at very least let your other doc know...the one that met you at hosp let her know at least. because we all care and love you and all of us want things done as easy as possible. The best way to get that done is for you to let them know how you are feeling what you think and also tell them things that bother or worry you.
Keeping you near and dear in our prayers and thoughts. BJ :hug:
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((BJ)) I will be thinking of you. I hope the neuro wrap helps with your headache this time. It is helpful for many with severe migraines, hoping it works for you as well:hug:

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hoping positive things for you, BJ...

:hug:

BJ
 

Remember to drink water. I hope the headache is less painful tonight. Love ya. Standing with you. BF

How are you BJ? Sending hugs. :hug:

I’m losing a lot of my memory. I didn’t even remember Benton’s gone. I came home in a panic because I couldn’t find him and I called Mrs. S who told me that he’s gone. I’ve been crying because I miss him so much. Mrs S told me that the doc told her when I woke up from the anesthesia yesterday I was making a motion like I was cutting myself. It’s just not working. I have such a strong urge to cut right now it’s unbelievable. I’m weak, tired, my head hurts and I’m just so confused about everything. I want this to work, I don’t want to cut but I need my memory or else I might lose my job. I don’t know if I can do this again tomorrow.