[Crwstar]

Hi -

I've been thinking about posting to this forum for some time now. A friend committed suicide July 2004. One of the saddess days of my life as she had asked for help the previous weekend and I had said no, I was too busy. I'll be honest I don't know what to say about all this - I miss her and am sad I was not present for her. Time has passed and that's what's mended my heart and lessened the guilt...Sometimes it is like it was yesterday. I am glad there is a place to talk about this - I love how supportive this group is and look forward to participating......Hopefully, I won't be a thread killer