O.M.G. I went to my mail box today and the very first thing I mailed to you was back in my box.
oh my gosh I cant believe they wouldnt mail it AND waited so long to return it. It is kinda heavy but it has a bunch and a bunch of stamps on it because I wanted to make sure it had plenty and not arrive postage due.
I am soooo upste right now it has card inside and something else and now the card isnt going to make sence when you get it . oh man i am upset it says I have to bring it to post office to mail even though it is plasterd with stamps and i know it is well over the postage price. I feel horrible!:Bawli ng:
this should of gotten to you over a month ago.
dang it i am going to cry.I cant believe it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!::Sob :
it is the coolest thing too
I feel really really bad but I will go to post office tomorrow and mail it from there. but really what the heck is the diffrence from my box or the p.offic makes no dang sence. arghhhh. and I AM SO VERY SORRYbut i know you will like it when you get it...it should of been the very FIRST thing you got from me . .

Yep, a heart of pure gold!! Sweetie do not fret! I wasn't expecting anything, and how cool that I got your other package today!! So SMILE. You made my day But ohhhhh another gifty I am like a lil kid huh? LOL
I am making you something, so... it may take me a bit longer, BUT! I know you will love it, so it will be worth the wait

this is the last post I am posting in s.o.s. untill I read a post from you Nikki that you got this postie package.
Here is what I am going to do..Put returned enevlope with its many unused stamps and the postal service stickers of not sent because.....into another big enevlope and mail it at post office tomorrow. so you will end up with at least a half of a book of unused stamps..you can use to mail posties out to others with. I hope the card inside makes sense still ...it is ....oh heck it is just being placed as is into another enevlope and being mailed to you tomorrow.
Love all the pic of grandy doody: you posted for my Doody sister.
You will so much enjoy this when it gets to you. Still sad very sad But as soon as i read post you got it...That will make everythng ALL BETTER.
not posting here till I hear you got this. but will be reading and posting around here in other places other forums
PEACE
BMW

Hmmmm, now wait a minute..... don't punish us for the PO mistake
I for one would dearly miss your posts!! My Dad's birthday is coming up next week (july 30th) and I am going to need my angel friend to help me through it!

Please reconsider, I would be lost here without your uplifting personality, love and concern.... keep posting ((BMW)) you ARE needed!

mmkay Angel Friend ..I am posting ..to say...ITS IN THE MAIL .
The 30th is the day i got my neuro stim implant done.
and that is the day you are planning to make that hike up red mountian with your Dad right? Maybe you will get this postie package before or around then.
Lol I wondered why you didnt answer the question I asked in the letter. Or mention if you liked it or not . I was just thinking you liked it and were using it but to much going on in life and in mind to remember to say anything.
But BMW thinks you will really like the wave when it reaches you. The card&letter I cant even remember all that I wrote .I just hope it dose not make you cry but it probly will. sorry it is way way late so forgive if some of it is old news.
I post in other places here not just the s.o.s. froum. and you can messgae me and I know I gave ya my email versetmb@yahoo.com
Yesterday finding it back in my mail box really hurt it was like the powers that be had sent my heart back cus it was unfit, not good enough ..rejected by the gods and i just cryed cus I FEEL REALLY REALLY BADLY that you had not gotten it and even worse that it was back in my box rejected. but it is inside another enevolpe and on its way to you today so.....
LET ME KNOW WHEN IT GETS THERE PLEASE!!!!!! Thanks for being such an understanding Angel friend Nikki
PEACE
BMW

good!!! Whew had me rattled there, was afraid I might have to go postal on the USPS I can understand why that would upset you, you obviously put your heart into the letter and package, but I ASSURE you, I would never reject it. It is just going to be a little late.... and maybe that is a good thing? As I will be in need of some strength this coming week. With Lynn and Dad's birthday, I think the timing will be perfect!!

I promise I will let you know as soon as I get it So glad you are posting again. Take care and big hugs angel friend

oh almost forgot!!! I did remember the 30th was the day you got your stimulator, I remember writing you a long time ago, that I knew I would be thinking of you that day too The day you got your "life" back... a new start.... something wonderful to think of on a day I know will be filled with sadness Angel friend

psssssst guess what I got??

Angel friend the gift was beyond anything I had imagined. I was seriously moved to tears. The note and card made perfect sense! and still hold true to this day. Truly beautiful.... When I am stronger, I am going to transfer the poems and thoughts I have written about Dad... then I will do the same for this process with Lynn....the two men in my life....together in a gift from the heart of a special friend. Thank you ...MWAAAAAAH

F I N A L Y the wave has reached your shore. May God Bless My Angel friend. Thank You God !!!!
ha I sent you a message then I saw this lol.
Glad you likey likey.
remeber we are here for you. now get some rest and TAKE CARE OF YOU!
You are in my / our prayes as the day gets close and all that day and night and longer . PEACE
BMW
oh yes wheres my manners...you are so more then WELCOME!!!!!!!