most often times, things are said so much better than I can so I just borrow it...

I echo Abbie's....

((((denise))))

Abbie does have a way with words

Denise, I hope you will be able to find something to help you. You keep trying, your strength is amazing

thanks for all your love and support everyone. when i went for my ect treatment yesterday the dr wanted to have me hospitalized. i dont think i will be her much longer i have never felt so sick before physically and mentally even when the 4 times i have tried to kill myself the last time was the worst i only had a 25% chance to live when i was on the resperator in icu so each time it gets worse i think i will succeeded this time

I am thankful that you are being hospitalized.

I AM THANKFUL YOU ARE STILL ALIVE. And glad you reached out and the doc wants you in hosp where you can get help and support and keep fighting to stay alive!!!!!!
You will be held in our prayers and well wishes! not forgotten in the least. Please when you can post and let us know how you are! and bring these with you my friend

I echo what the others have said.

I am thankful you are still alive. I am thankful you're going to hospital. I am thankful you are talking to us. I am thankful you allow us to support you during this tough time in your life. I am thankful you are a part of our family.

Go to the hospital. You don't want to die. So many people love you. Your Kids,your husband,us,others all around you. I know that you are in pain,but hang on. Hold on to everything that you can think of. I know that you are tired of it all,but hold on to us,and we are holding on to you desperately. Love never fails,never...never. Hold on. You can hold on. You will strengthen. I'm holding your hand. My hand won't let go. BF

Denise, I am so deeply sorry you are in so much pain. You know the ironic thing is I have had training in the past on suicide prevention, for part of my training to be a support group leader for my disease. yet ALL of that went out the window the day my Dad took his life.

I no longer know what is right and what is wrong to say to someone that is feeling as you are. I don't believe in signs any more, my Dad gave me none. My whole belief system is gone. All I can now do is speak from the heart and hope I do more good than harm.

You are talking to us, keep talking, keep sharing, we DO care. I wont pretend to know how you feel, I can't possibly know. I do however know how it feels to hurts so horribly that you just don’t think you can stay here one more second. Alffe has said something that is very true for me as well. When our loved ones took their lives, they took away that out for us. As knowing the unbearable pain their suicide caused us, we could never hurt our loved ones in this way. That reason alone is what kept me here the days following my Dad’s suicide.

This is so very hard for me to write to you, as I would have given ANYTHING to have helped my Dad. I would have given him my life, if it could have spared his pain, and now ...me this pain. I read your post and the first thing I thought was..... if my Dad posted on a board like this, what would people have said to him?
I am going to say to you, what I would have wished for someone to say to my Dad.

You are loved greatly. More than you can possibly truly know.

Your life, your love, is the single most important thing in this world to someone.

They need you desperately.

If you are hurting, talk to those who love you, share your pain.

Give them a chance to help you. They would do anything to keep you here to love.

I know you must be hurting beyond belief to be thinking about ending it all,
but please know that suicide is a permanent solution, to a temporary problem.

Keep trying! Keep fighting! Please, PLEASE…… don't go......don't go

Denise, keep fighting!! Courage does not always roar. Sometimes it is a quiet voice at the end of the day saying ' I will try again tomorrow'
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers~ Nikki

Hi Denise

So many others have said so many kind words. I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and wanted to say hello and let you know that I am listening to you, too.

Denise .I hope you are letting the doctor know how you feel each time you go.Remember I told you last time to let them know how much your head was hurting and after you told them they gave you somethng for head aches and feeling sick in your tummy they gave you something to help with that...well you need to let them know each time how you feel, so they can help you better .Talking with Doc is so importian . Make sure your drinking and eating healthy and getting rest. Most of all keep fighting ! your children ,d.h. your family friends and all of us here know you can get threw this. we care about you and are here to help you .
Please know your in our thoughts and prayers.