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who moi 08-25-2008 06:46 PM

I wonder if I can just let out a big "DAMN" and say that I'd spoke too soon...

our long weekend talk was too late to make any impact...

my talk today to the social person didn't make any impact, apparently

and now....

I wonder if I can just say another "DAMN" and just walk away....

sorry...

timing is truly everything....and all the timing lately has been wrong...

(((BIG HUGS))) to all....

I think I need to get my head in gear yet again...

sorry to let out the bad word...just needed to vent...

Wren 08-25-2008 07:18 PM

I wonder if I (yes ME!!! grumpy old wren) can say something positive to Addy about our small local library .... all the people there are very kind, cheerful and happy to see everyone who walks in.
They watch the small children and go to help them only if they seem to be having a problem.
They quietly greet ME and offer help. I love that place.
I wonder if everyone can believe that the whining wren actually said something "good" :thud:

I wonder if moi knows that I hold him and Moss close to my heart and could easily impact anyone who crossed them :ranting:

I wonder if Alffe knows I have a photo of Cooper on the bulletin board above my computer :)

I wonder if Curious knows how much I miss her

KathyM 08-26-2008 08:09 AM

I wonder if I can vent here again without scaring anyone. ;)

http://www.suntimes.com/news/politic...082608.article

I'm going through some MAJOR flashbacks from childhood, so here goes. This is NOT directed at anyone here. This is directed solely to those punks who think it's fun to kick out people's teeth with their beloved boots. This is directed solely to those who believe the shrill screams of their victims as they beat them with their precious baseball bats is music to their ears. This is directed to those who think killing a man proves strength and starting a civil war is a noble cause. :mad:

If ANY of you think you are man or woman enough to touch a hair on the heads of the Obama family, you BETTER prove it to me FIRST. Show me what you've got! Go ahead and TRY TO KILL ME! Polish your pretty boots and be sure to bring your aluminum bats!! I'll do you a favor and tie one hand behind my back. :mad:

My door is open and my light is on. I'm ready when you are. :mad:

Give me your ear - CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW??!!!!! :mad:



I wonder if anyone knows my little girl will be singing the National Anthem on Thursday night. I couldn't be more proud of my sweet American Idol.

I wonder how many more days I can stay awake and alert. We are at war, so I don't have the luxury of turning my back to eat or sleep.

I wonder if I had a heart attack last night - sure felt like it. Would be nice to see a doc to make sure, but if I go through the standard testing it will cause my heart to explode for sure. I'm quite certain my aorta is still intact - doubt I'd be here posting if it weren't.

I wonder if I have any "soldiers" to back me up so that I can take a nap. (Casey searches high and low throughout the house)......Darn it anyway - Nope. I'm just one tin soldier here. :(

Alffe 08-26-2008 09:00 AM

I wonder that I heard all about this on the news this morning...and I fear that it won't be the only time....~sigh

I wonder if I can say how thrilled I was at Mrs. Obama's speech last night and those darling children....and Ted Kennedy and Caroline....

I wonder if Spanish Moss can feel the love across the miles...:hug:

I wonder why life seems to test some people over and over again...:(

I wonder if KathyM knows that she's always in my prayers....not that it's going to change anything but I wanted you to know.

who moi 08-26-2008 01:34 PM

I wonder at how transparent my emotions are...I just let loose without thinking sometimes...

I wonder at that I am much better at it though, thank foogness( ;) )

I wonder at how da wife is truly my rock, or da rock....

she is the one that is going through more pain...yet, she is the one with true strength...

I wonder that I have so much to learn from her, from her strength...

I wonder that I am...I am learning slowly, unfortunately, I am a slow learner...

I wonder at that when I am in the mud, it's hard to see the light, yet when I pull my head out, I can see it much better..and it's good to be reminded...

everything does happen for a reason, I deeply believe that...but that includes trying the best that I can, that we can...and so we don't question ourselves later...and then let the snow flakes fall, where it may...

I wonder if I can just thank you wonderful folks, for "listening" without prejudice...and that it is with heart felt thanks...

I think I need to go find my head again...I am so looking forward to Sept, when I go see my pdoc and to have him tell me that I am nuts....

I wonder at the new folks posting lately and how great it is to see them, Gazelle, Jprinze, caliTJ, clownie, and others (sorry, if I missed anyone, NOT intentional)

I wonder at how I miss some of the names, thus the bumping today....

I wonder if KM will get that heart checked out if need be? It won't heal itself if it is truly a heart problem and it is worth all the pain in the butt procedures if something IS truly wrong?

I wonder if I can leave ((((BIG HUGS)))) for the room and da broom....

that you all have a wonderful rest of the week while I shush and just...

LISTEN

Doody 08-26-2008 04:42 PM

Another big sigh. One of my biggest Obama fears. I was not surprised to hear it. Racist *#^@'s.

I'm not too wondering today but do want to leave love and hugs for the room.

KathyM 08-26-2008 06:57 PM

I WUVS you guys. :grouphug:

I wonder why so many people still think a black person is incapable of doing a job right. :(

I wonder why so many people still think black people should only be used as puppets. :(

I wonder why people didn't believe me when those "sweet" and "upstanding" teachers, policemen, and church elders told my son he would never amount to anything other than a male stripper, dancer, music man, pimp, or drug dealer. :mad:

I wonder why they said it was HIS fault. :mad:

I wonder why my son won't come out of the sandbox to give me a call and let me know he's okay. :(

I wonder why a young lady pushing a baby in a stroller just walked by my house and sang out loud "SUNFLOWERS, SUNFLOWERS, I LOVE SUNFLOWERS!" It's a catchy tune. :cool:

:grouphug:

KathyM 08-27-2008 09:04 AM

id llike to say once more how much ilove you guys

im in a ot of pain and i refuwe to to to the hospital - i want to edie itn my onw bed

i will alwrys be grateful foryour love an dfiendship

just wanted one last hug - in case i dcont pull out o fhtihis - we3 had a wild ride together and it's been fun
:grouphug:

who moi 08-27-2008 09:06 AM

what?? What are you talking about Kathy??

You have been rooting for Obama all this time, you talk about all these ideals and how you want to change the world and you refuse to go to the hospital??

You have to CHANGE that thought first!

Now, stop talking none sense!! Get to the hospital!!!


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